23-12-2008 - 13 weeks today!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Over the mountain top

Hello Ladies!

I am 13 weeks today!!! I woke up this morning crying tears of joy that God thought it not robbery to allow me and my baby to enter our second trimester of development together. Honestly lady I didn't think I was going to make it to see this day due to my M/C in March, I never told a soul but every day I would wake up saying is today the day....Please no one should do that to yourself, it made these weeks go by SUPER slow. My fiance told me this morning before he left for work that he knew I had a rough first trimester and that he would do everything in his power to prevent that from happening with my last two (tear drop), he can be so sweet at times. Ladies I was always told that you should never pressure a man into marrying you that it only pushes them further back and eventually turns them into resenting you, so I haven't said ANYTHING to him about marriage (I just play my Beyonce loud all day "Put a ring on it") lol. I gave that over to the Lord, Lord knows I love this man more than life and would give him my last, but I can't make him feel the same way about me. I feel that whatever is meant to be will be. As selfish as this might sound, if he do leave me at least I got a baby out of him. I never been in Love like this so maybe I'm just over the top when I shouldn't be, but he's everything a woman can ask for, he's sexy, smart, very established financially. I just want to be his wife. But for now I will just continue to enjoy the good sex (TMI) and the no limit shopping sprees.

Until next time, be blessed ladies,

Xoxoxo
Kia.