16-2-2009 - BFP!!!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Excited but Nervous

I got my BFP tonight. I am sooooo excited but so nervous at the same time. My OH is a bit more freaked out than I am but he's a man so it's allowed lol. I was so not expecting this. My test line is so clear. I will post pics as soon as I have it loaded on comp. Questions are floating through my head at the moment 90mph. Like how will my son react to being a big brother??? What will my mum say after watching me nearly die when I gave birth to my son??? How will family react??? I know I shouldn't be stressing but I'm just so overwhelmed. I wanted this but after AF treating my like a halfway house I wasn't so sure. She shows up when she wants for however long she wants and sometimes doesn't show at all for as much as 2 months. I hate the bytch rofl. So that means i am between 6 and 14 weeks pregnant. Only the little bundle of mischief inside me knows how old it is. I have doctors on Thursday to see about getting my antinatal appointments and midwife and things sorted. I just know they are going to have to keep an eye on me this time round after my troubles last time. I refuse to go through those things again. I have been spotting for 2 weeks on and off only when i wipe (ss if tmi) so i just thought AF was playing tricks again. Well the test shows she wasn't lol but I know the spotting that much cant be good especially with the cramps. Maybe I'll call tomorrow for an emergancy appointment and see how that goes.

GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS ALL TTCERS

WTG ALL BFP'S

HAPPY AND HEALTHY PREGNANCIES TO ALL