14-5-2008 - Week Twelve

My mood while writing this blog: Mixe Emotions

Not quite sure how to feel this week. I am so happy that all is going well so far with this pregnancy, but so much else is going wrong. My father passed away last month, then my husband's grandfather, who I was very close to, passed away Sunday. I am trying to keep myself together and happy for this little life inside of me, but it is so hard.

Luckily, work gives us paid timeoff for family deaths, so I am off until Monday, to help with/attend the latest funeral and try to get my head screwed back on right.

My next ultrasound is Tuesday, so that is something to look forward too. I believe I may find out I am a week farther along than they say, becuase by my calculations just don't match the ultrasound, but we will see. Heartbeat is still strong and steady, right around 160 now.