17-2-2009 - New updates on me and my pregnancy.

My mood while writing this blog: fine and dandy at the moment.

Went to the Dr. yesterday The new one, since I am now on Government insurance (Medicaid) oh well atleast I don't have to pay anything. I am thankful.

The new Dr. is so sweet. I know her b/c I use to work with her at the hospital where I will be delivering. I was a little shocked my Blood sugar was elevated @ 141 and I had sugar in my urine. especially since I have been exercising a lot lately. Friday I walked, Sat and Sun I walk/ jogged my ferocious terrier Oscar >2 miles! Thought my feet where going to fall off but I survived and the feet and legs are still attatched and working, also baby is fine I didn't miscarry and Monday was my appt. I heared the heart beat again it was 140 bpm. I love this little boy he makes me laugh b/c evertime i eat something he kicks me. It's too funny. I think he must have a great ability to hear and I can't wait to cuddle with him and see him and kiss him. I have been extremely depressed and hormonal. My husband and I are back trying to work things out. WELL,, he took me out with some old highschool friends of his (who happen to be girls one is married and no threat to my UNTRUSTING heart RE: my husband and the other is drop dead gorgeous and very much a threat even though she swears she is not and wants to be my friend... but I've been there before, on her side of the fence, and I have been friends with a guy and a girl years ago that where dating and it is very very hard for a woman to be friends with a man and possibly NOT get intimate especially if they spend a lot of time alone together. anyway, I found out my huband was training for a 5 k with the beautiful girl and he didn't even tell me, that pissed me off. It was a little odd to find him out in the park running with her when I thought her was running alone. So, I am wondering what is going on if there is anything going on at all, he says there isn't but I don't believe him. I don't ever believe him anymore. Anyway, We all were suppose to go to a comedy club Fri. night -which I was so excited about but it didn't open. So the girls said "Since you are pregnant we wanted you to decide what we should all do, should we go to a bar in Lakewood with this hairband "Poison Cherry " Playing or should we all go out to eat, well it obviously looked like they all wanted to go to the bar, They where dressed for a bar night and I felt like they all wanted to go and I was right.. so I said "Let's go see poison Cherry that sounds funny"...They where all so happy. "Whoopie! I thought this will be interesting" It turned out to be one of the most horrible nights in a bar of my life!! First off, I hated Hairbands in the 80's - I don't know the words to many of those cover songs, I cant drink b/c I'm preggers, and the smoke was drying my eyes out, I was starving b/c I had worked all day and hadn't had time to eat and My husband was staring at the gorgeous girl all night. I ended up in the bathroom crying , and my cell phone battery died so I couldn't even text people about my hideous night. Well, anyway, I could've danced but getting my fat ass out there next to beuty queen who's been traingin for 5 k .. damn I'd look like that too if I wern't preggers and I was training for 5k. Anyway, I ened up telling her I was not happy about them training together and told her that he left that bit of info out. I told him he was a moron. and I was a bit of a bitch! Oh well, I had an excuse.

On a lighter note, I am thinking of D names for a boy b/c My Husband's exwife's son's name is Andrew (he's my step son I love him dearly) then my 1st son's name is Brandyn, then our daughter was born 3rd and her name is Chloe so now we have to find a "D" name for this little boy to continue the order, it only makes sense! So I was thinking of Dylan, I know it is a little 90's like 90210 but it's the best I've got, then I like the name PAX as a middle name, b/c it means peace. and it goes well together, "Dylan Pax Collins" What d o you ladies think is it too over the top? Too boring, or is it a nice happy medium? Anyway can't wait to hear from anyone, don't be afraid to tell me your opinion.