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| 22-2-2009 - Just thinking... |
My mood while writing this blog: pondering... |
I was laying on the floor watching my tummy ripple. Yes laying on my back, I know I'm not suppose to but I can tolerate it for a while and That's when I see my little boy move more when I'm laying on my back. So He was making my belly jiggle and jolt and my husband and daughter could see it. I was even amazed. It is my 3rd child and I am savoring every moment, b/c what if it is my last?! Probably should be, I mean we aren't wealthy. So I was just thinking about how I only have 3 months and three weeks until he's born. Right now I feel soo close. Closer to him than anyone. But as with my other two kids I know when I have him the moment I push him out I will feel as a stranger to this little being as everyone else in the room b/c I will have preconceived thoughts about his cry and his appearance, and how the labor will go and... I am no fortune teller. I am getting so excited looking at all the baby stuff and imagining caring for him as he wiggles inside me. I am tired, but I have a goal and I have a lot to work hard for right now. My goal is to save about $3000 for maternity leave between now and June and to obtain a weekend or night shift job in May that is due to start after maternity leave probably in July or August depending on how far I can stretch the maternity leave money to pay bills.
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