29-9-2010 - hosp appointment

My mood while writing this blog: ok

hi everyone , been a little while since i spoke to you all so yesterday i had a appointment at the hospital concerning my umbillical hernia he felt it and confirmed that it was a hernia but not complicated , he said that i can have it corrected through surgery , i said to him that me ans my partner are ttc and he said well with everything in like there is always a risk . during pregnancy the hernia can become lager in size and painful and there is a risk of stranglation which would require emergency surgery .

so i said well at the time being i could be pregnant already , and wouldnt know and dont know till the middle ish of next month so if we are pregnant then to take the risk or not pregnant then to have the op which will be in 4 to 6 weeks time .

so now we are stopping ttc till after the op and if im pregnant already just got to hope for the best . as the doctor said you could be absolutly fine during the pregnancy but as always there is always a risk .

one thing i learnt in life since the loss of our 2nd baby is that your not in control , and if im meant to be pregnant now then i will go through with it, if im not meant to be pregant now then we will wait till after surgery .

which is also a 6 weeks recovery after the surgery , which im actully rather nervous about !

on another note my beautiful baby boy is 15 months and just wonderful he has swimming lessons each week and has learnt how to walk a couple of weeks back :)

love him so much

hope this blog finds you all well love hayley and braydenxx