19-2-2009 - 19 weeks...and moody! :o|

My mood while writing this blog: Happy...for now...

Oooh dear, I've really started behaving like a spoilt child since getting pregnant...yesterday Wayne and I thought it would be nice to go to the cinema together as we realised we hadn't done anything together as a couple (going out wise) since the week we decided to start trying for a baby again, and after baby arrives we'll get little to none time to be a couple...anyway, getting ready I threw the biggest hissy fit I've ever thrown in my life, why? Because I hate "fat" people clothes...lol.

We went shopping for maternity wear on Saturday as I'm far too big for all my normal clothes now and, as there's no maternity shops in Scarborough, I opted for tunic tops a size or two bigger than what I normally wore...but trying to choose one to wear yesterday I decided that they all made me look fat and manly and threw them all onto the bed in frustration...ended up almost in tears because of it! lol, unfortunately it's not the first such incident this week...on Sunday we were getting realy to go to Waynes uncles and I threw a strop and flung my hairbrush across the room because my hair looked lank and greasy...I mean come on...I thought it was suppose to be thick and full of "lusture" :o| To say I've never sufered PMT once in my life I'm certinately making up for it now...poor Wayne doesn't know what's hit him!!!

Anybody else been feeling mardy lately? Please tell me so I don't feel like the only on, hehe! x