15-10-2010 - emotions!

My mood while writing this blog: Hormonal

Oh my, I forgot how crazy pregnancy hormones make me! Before I got pregnant with Emma I was probably one of the least emotional people in the world...to a point where my mother used to describe me as "cold." Lol...Even on my wedding day I showed no real emotions...I was very happy but I was also incredibly relaxed and just went through the day like it was any other!

When I got pregnant with Emma I started to get emotional and after she was born I continued to be a bit emotional, still am. Example; now I cry at the news news, before becoming a Mum I hadn't really cried after the age of about 5. I cried once when I lost each of the babies and I cried twice after my Nan died (once on the day she died, once at her funeral) and once after my Grandad died. (I didn't go to his funeral as I had to look after my little sister so my parents could go.)

Now I'm pregnant again I'm SO emotional it's unreal...even writing this blog is making me want to cry! I'm so happy I'm having another baby and I love Emma so much and everything is flowery and nice and I feel pathetic! Lol.

I was reading a leaflet that the MW gave me yesterday about preparing your toddler for the arrival of your new LO and I started crying just because it was saying about how quickly they grow! Lol.

It's so weird for me to be this emotional, I've never been like this in my life! Am I destined for a life of crying at nappy adverts and weeping at weddings? Do you think I'll carry on being this emotional after the baby is born? :-s I'm not sure I like being all emotional like this, it makes me feel vulnerable! Lol! :-p

Hope you're all well today ladies!

xxx