19-9-2009 - Brand new adrenaline sports

My mood while writing this blog: sad

Well all the sudden outbursts of tears are starting to take their toll. At home - no problem, can function quite easily or at least scream into pillow till they pass, at work I can go and hide in my crying cupboard until all better but in public its a bit different. I saw a hugely preg woman in Marks & Spencer and just burst into tears in front of her (cringe)!

A couple of days ago I managed to find a positive spin to the sudden tears though - try riding a motorbike round clifftop bends while bawling your eyes out - I haven't had an adrenaline buzz like it since bungee jumping, attacking the bends is suprisingly cathartic!

I know, all it takes is time (and a great new tattoo) - Thanks for your love.