15-6-2009 - Oh boy, what a day!

My mood while writing this blog: tired.

Well yesterday we went down the shore for little wally's 5th birthday party! So we walk into the back gate and I first see Leslie. So of course I get down and hold her and hug her... but i see this lady who sees Michael and she walks up and hugs him and gives him a kiss on the cheek. (i met michael through little wally's familly). So i didnt really think anything of it. Then I put his presents down and say hi to everyone. Then the lady says to me "do you remember me?" i said "im sorry no" then she told me who she was. I was like OMG. Totally looked different. I mean she used to be long blonde hair tiny body ya know the works.. Then i realized in my head "omg. michael must have slept with her in the past" trust me i know my bf I know the way his brain worked. He was a pig. So before anything can linger in my head he is already pulling me aside and I can just tell by his body language he is way uncomfortable and he told me "im sorry i really had no idea she would ever be here but yeah we were together"...... I wasn't even really upset because i look at it as well who is he with now, who is he having a baby with? Who is he the most loving caring giving trustworthy boyfriend with? BUT It was her that was making me uncomfortable. At one point she was like "i cant believe you two are together when did this happen?" I told her how i had met him when i was 18 but i was to shy to even look at him and she said "yeah well when you met him he was mine" I swear this girl said to me through out the day about FOUR times how she had been with him. Finally on the last time when she said he had been hers she was like "well he was actually with laney then blh blah blah" i turned to her and said "he wasn't anyones then, he was a pig." i made it completley clear to her (so what ever plan was going on in her head would disappear) that the Michael she sees today is a completley different person than what he used to be. I told her I don't change him, we change together as a couple not as an individual. She said how he used to drink all the time i was like "thats funny he rarely drinks.. MAYBE once a month if that" He was across the yard actually holding her 10 month old and i kept saying "i cant wait for his little girl to get here, hes going to be such a great dad"

The way im portraying it in here isnt half of how i said things. I wasn't mean I just had confidence and belief in my man and I made it known. I didn't stay attached to his hip either, even though me and him say she was following him like a puppy dog. I swear every where he went she was right next to him. But I made it clear i trusted him and i didn't have to be by his side to do so. He acted the way that he would have wanted me to act in that situation.

She kept mentioning how we were going to get together and crap. SHe said "oh michael can come babysit whenever he wants" I said "no he wont" she was like ohhh I will be there... and i left it at that. Never was i even mean to her because i didnt want anything started at wally's birthday.

I loved seeing the kids. just holding them and loving them. Im going to post pics of them take a look.