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hillaryandmikesbaby
Age: 23
Country: usa
Province/region: new jersey
City: collingswood
Partner: michael b
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25-8-2009 - hurt... depressed.My mood while writing this blog:
depressed.


At the moment I am just hurt and depressed. I'm not going into much detail but lets just say this is the first time I can say that Michael has really hurt my heart. We will be okay, its workable and may even make our relationship stronger.. but non the less... I am sad. He didn't cheat but its almost as bad. He is very upset and basically kissing my ass (which isnt to bad)... i just havent ben this upset in a long time. Maybe its the hormones that is making it out to be more than it is...

on a good note the baby moves like crazy and i just sit and laugh when she moves my belly like a tidal wave.. literally one side will be up in the air and the other half of my belly is so much lower.. she makes me laugh already.. 8 more weeks.. 8 more god darned weeks.. i can't wait to see her. i can't wait to breast feed her, thats something I have never done or came close to expieriencing (i wasnt breastfed).. not that i would remember it.. but like i said ive never expierienced anything like it.. i cant wait to see the look on her daddys face when he sees her.. i know he will cry, because he will just be so in love with her... now im thinking of videotaping the birth.. but from like.. an angel (or is it angle.. i think its angle.. god damned spelling) where my vagina wont be the star of the show.. hahahaha



1 Comments on hurt...


mumdibs - Tuesday, 25 Aug
haha you make me laugh with the whole vag being the star of the show... lol. as for your hubby problems i hope everything works out! keep your head up girly.
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Polls
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    Date: 17-12-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 5

  2. has anyone been diagnosed with ADD as an adult? What have your expieriences been...
    Date: 17-11-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 6

  3. If someone at your work suffers a miscarriage, would you get them a card and flo...
    Date: 30-10-2009 Votes: 51 Comments: 7

  4. Have you or known anyone who has eaten their placenta.. Out of curiosity, what d...
    Date: 29-10-2009 Votes: 75 Comments: 14

  5. My newborn really does not like sleeping on her own at night, she has a fit... c...
    Date: 29-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 7

  6. Alright. I gave birth and the labor was the best expierience. Afterwards however...
    Date: 26-10-2009 Votes: 65 Comments: 10

  7. so I was watching wifeswap the other day. There was a family that was on a stric...
    Date: 14-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 15

  8. going of the BF polls.. i am due in 5 days.. I plan on BF... What is some advice...
    Date: 14-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 20

  9. i am 6 days away from my due date, yesterday i had some abdominal pain/cramping ...
    Date: 13-10-2009 Votes: 33 Comments: 0

  10. if your baby had Thrush, how long did it take for it to clear up... what were so...
    Date: 8-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 6

  11. For those who were raised to believe in Santa, will you be telling your child th...
    Date: 6-10-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 19

  12. If your water broke on its own, where were you exactly?? any funny situations ou...
    Date: 29-9-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 22

  13. I have noticed a few photopolls working latley.. are they working for everyone? ...
    Date: 25-9-2009 Votes: 35 Comments: 2

  14. Ladies.. Have you ever had a mix up at the doctors office? Such as the doc comin...
    Date: 25-9-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 12

  15. My SO has a son in which he has joint custody of. His son lives with his mother....
    Date: 21-9-2009 Votes: 29 Comments: 16

  16. Did you get hemorrhoids from pregnancy/labor?...
    Date: 16-9-2009 Votes: 48 Comments: 1

  17. How much weight had you lost once you were leaving the hospital with your baby?...
    Date: 15-9-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 12

  18. I`ve always noticed my niece has favorite commercials she sees on tv.. what are ...
    Date: 14-9-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 7

  19. what is some of the craziest or off the wall advice someone gave you about raisi...
    Date: 5-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 13

  20. Ladies.. if you don`t mind sharing.. Do you and your partner do anything `specia...
    Date: 2-9-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 3

  21. Ladies who know anything about getting your baby chistened... My bf wants to chr...
    Date: 1-9-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 5

  22. Ladies who know anything about getting your baby chistened... My bf wants to chr...
    Date: 1-9-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 5

  23. Have you ever heard the story of Baby Brianna? What are your opinions on people ...
    Date: 24-8-2009 Votes: 62 Comments: 14

  24. What is one thing you could never live without for your newborn/baby/toddler? ...
    Date: 21-8-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 11

  25. Do you or Did you have a diaper genie?(sp?) How did you like it?...
    Date: 21-8-2009 Votes: 63 Comments: 10

  26. When you buy your kids new clothes do you wash them before they wear them? Also ...
    Date: 20-8-2009 Votes: 68 Comments: 8

  27. for ladies how had Gestational Diabetes, how much did you baby weigh at birth? A...
    Date: 15-8-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 16

  28. When did you notice your milk coming in? Or atleast `discharge` from your nipple...
    Date: 13-8-2009 Votes: 42 Comments: 6

  29. Have you ever had a guy hit on you and you turn him down and he becomes a big a$...
    Date: 13-8-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 7

  30. i am 31 weeks preggo. Im having discomfort at the top of my belly, the only thin...
    Date: 13-8-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 4

  31. Alright I need to rephrase this poll. what happens if you are on unemployment (n...
    Date: 12-8-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 2

  32. When you are laying there and you feel your baby moving inside, do you kinda get...
    Date: 12-8-2009 Votes: 34 Comments: 2

  33. This is just something i was wondering. What happens if say another child seriou...
    Date: 9-8-2009 Votes: 44 Comments: 4

  34. *What would you do in this scenerio* Your LO is at a pet store and walks over to...
    Date: 9-8-2009 Votes: 81 Comments: 6

  35. do you ever come across something from your childhood that brings you back? I ju...
    Date: 7-8-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 3

  36. going off the other poll... i thought it was a good one.. for US mamas how much ...
    Date: 3-8-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 7

  37. my docs say pregnant women should go to the dentist during their pregnancy at so...
    Date: 3-8-2009 Votes: 80 Comments: 13

  38. alright ladies i need help.. today i had a doc appointment and everything look...
    Date: 31-7-2009 Votes: 33 Comments: 4

  39. do you prefer a male or female obgyn??...
    Date: 30-7-2009 Votes: 67 Comments: 10

  40. Who helped you most with your pregnancy/baby.. Such as support, helping you fina...
    Date: 29-7-2009 Votes: 62 Comments: 5

  41. hey moms of all parenting styles i got a bone to pick with you : YOUR GREAT. wha...
    Date: 27-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 10

  42. what type of crib did you have for you LO and how did you like it? If you have h...
    Date: 26-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 8

  43. My friend who is 8 months preggo has really horrible back pain, to the point whe...
    Date: 25-7-2009 Votes: 23 Comments: 8

  44. Would you order from a company or site who specializes in gender free infant tod...
    Date: 24-7-2009 Votes: 45 Comments: 0

  45. Before you had your baby did you have a terrible nightmare involving your newbor...
    Date: 23-7-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 13

  46. *Personal poll alert* Have you ever had an STD?...
    Date: 19-7-2009 Votes: 81 Comments: 0

  47. Has anyone on here adopted their child? Or do you plan on adopting?...
    Date: 19-7-2009 Votes: 44 Comments: 2

  48. ladies i just wanted to inform you on something.. if you sign up at target.com ...
    Date: 18-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 5

  49. What is the youngest you have ever heard of someone leaving their child home alo...
    Date: 16-7-2009 Votes: 66 Comments: 21

  50. I had a five year old boy ask me how i am going to get the baby out of my belly....
    Date: 13-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 16

  51. Do you have a child with a disability? Did you bring it to doctors attention or ...
    Date: 7-7-2009 Votes: 29 Comments: 3

  52. Do you have a stepson or daughter? What was their reaction when you and their fa...
    Date: 7-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 8

  53. have any of you ever had an ulcer on their eye? You can`t see them but let me te...
    Date: 4-7-2009 Votes: 21 Comments: 0

  54. Baby girl nursey question.. has anyone gone with or seen the CoCalo Tropical Pun...
    Date: 2-7-2009 Votes: 12 Comments: 5

  55. did you notice when pregnant your animals or friends animals acting differently ...
    Date: 2-7-2009 Votes: 34 Comments: 7

  56. What are the vaccinations and how many are there that the docs want to give your...
    Date: 2-7-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 7

  57. around 24 weeks were you getting nose bleeds? ...
    Date: 1-7-2009 Votes: 41 Comments: 1

  58. What would you say was your most embarrassing moment ever? ...
    Date: 30-6-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 3

  59. Have you ever known anyone with the HIV virus? ...
    Date: 30-6-2009 Votes: 71 Comments: 12

  60. 24 weeks preggo: caught my boyfriends cold, I have taken tylenol for the sore th...
    Date: 30-6-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 6

  61. Ladies.. how many of you have had a really good friend with a boyfriend/husband....
    Date: 30-6-2009 Votes: 45 Comments: 6

  62. If you had a baby shower was it a surprise or did you pretty much know the detai...
    Date: 28-6-2009 Votes: 38 Comments: 3

  63. Out of curiosity, is there any couples on here from the gay and lesbian communit...
    Date: 27-6-2009 Votes: 44 Comments: 7

  64. ladies... Im 6 months along and i swear i have obviouslygrown since only last we...
    Date: 27-6-2009 Votes: 34 Comments: 5

  65. ladies who are due in october.. will you get a newborn halloween costume to take...
    Date: 25-6-2009 Votes: 32 Comments: 5

  66. while pregnant did you ever have heartburn so bad you thought you would throw up...
    Date: 25-6-2009 Votes: 75 Comments: 12

  67. not even a poll just an announcement Sad day in Hollywood Farrah Fawcett passed ...
    Date: 25-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 14

  68. So I am 23 weeks preggo.. usually i feel the baby kick very forcefully and i can...
    Date: 23-6-2009 Votes: 61 Comments: 6

  69. What no Jon and Kate polls? sorry ladies that i have to be the one... What did y...
    Date: 23-6-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 17

  70. Alright heres a new one someone told me last night. A girl i know looked at me ...
    Date: 21-6-2009 Votes: 67 Comments: 22

  71. Is there a certain point where you should stop having sex during pregnancy? With...
    Date: 18-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 6

  72. What do you do when your little one tries to bite you out of anger?...
    Date: 18-6-2009 Votes: 54 Comments: 8

  73. this has nothing to do with babies or parenting. Hve you seen grand torino with ...
    Date: 16-6-2009 Votes: 24 Comments: 1

  74. What was the most surprising gift at your baby shower? What was the best gift? W...
    Date: 13-6-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 9

  75. We found out we are having a baby girl today! What do you think of the name Gian...
    Date: 11-6-2009 Votes: 53 Comments: 3

  76. im not even going to try an post a pic but take a look at my default pic and gue...
    Date: 11-6-2009 Votes: 17 Comments: 0

  77. If you were going to find the sex of your baby and your SO has another child who...
    Date: 10-6-2009 Votes: 63 Comments: 12

  78. alright ladies i need some advice on this one. I am 21 weeks preggo and sometim...
    Date: 10-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 15

  79. I had a dream last night that we named our baby boy Julian (never even thought o...
    Date: 9-6-2009 Votes: 47 Comments: 2

  80. If you remember my poll a week or two ago my girlfriend is having trouble with h...
    Date: 5-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 5

  81. Was anyone else terrified of having an incompetent cervix? I can`t help but rese...
    Date: 5-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 3

  82. What is the most ridiculous thing you have ever heard from another parent? (such...
    Date: 4-6-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 22

  83. I just read that the vaccine Gardasil (to prevent cervical cancer) has some nast...
    Date: 2-6-2009 Votes: 41 Comments: 12

  84. okay since all of us ladies are fired up tonight this will be a fun and random p...
    Date: 1-6-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 7

  85. Would your or have you ever said something to a stranger who spanked their child...
    Date: 1-6-2009 Votes: 67 Comments: 13

  86. at what week could other people start to feel your baby kicking?...
    Date: 31-5-2009 Votes: 54 Comments: 8

  87. how long after having a baby would you wait to get a puppy? (knowing the work th...
    Date: 29-5-2009 Votes: 34 Comments: 9

  88. Ladies, I am pregnant with my first child. I have dreams almost every night whe...
    Date: 28-5-2009 Votes: 29 Comments: 2

  89. What does your SO think of cosleeping.. I told mine i wanted to do this for atle...
    Date: 27-5-2009 Votes: 51 Comments: 24

  90. Totally nothing with pregnancy.. have any of you ladies watched the movie `the b...
    Date: 27-5-2009 Votes: 13 Comments: 6

  91. What is the oldest you have heard of someone still breast feeding their child?...
    Date: 26-5-2009 Votes: 72 Comments: 32

  92. So my girlfriends 17 year old daughter has really been getting into trouble for ...
    Date: 26-5-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 10

  93. Alright, I have to go to the dentist and get a tooth pulled. I am extremely sca...
    Date: 24-5-2009 Votes: 32 Comments: 5

  94. I`m watching E news and saw that Qwen Stefani bleached her 2 1/2 year old sons h...
    Date: 21-5-2009 Votes: 96 Comments: 13

  95. someone just told me i should switch to aspirin for my back pain.. i was under t...
    Date: 21-5-2009 Votes: 50 Comments: 10

  96. i am having absolute horrible backpain... it started as a pain ive been having t...
    Date: 21-5-2009 Votes: 14 Comments: 11

  97. how many of you ladies suffered from a pinch nerve in their back during pregnanc...
    Date: 20-5-2009 Votes: 39 Comments: 4

  98. I would like to plan a vacation to Disney World next summer for me my bf and his...
    Date: 20-5-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 5

  99. Did any of you ladies get professional pictures done when you were very pregnant...
    Date: 18-5-2009 Votes: 26 Comments: 6

  100. Do you know anyone who had an amnio that miscarried afterwards?...
    Date: 17-5-2009 Votes: 25 Comments: 2

  101. this is just something i`ve always wondered, im sure i could google it but its f...
    Date: 16-5-2009 Votes: 65 Comments: 7

  102. OKay.. at 17 weeks if and when you were feeling your baby move quite a bit did ...
    Date: 15-5-2009 Votes: 43 Comments: 9

  103. Did you eat tuna while pregnant? ...
    Date: 15-5-2009 Votes: 69 Comments: 3

  104. Yesterday at work I saw this little girl who was FREAKING out over a caterpillar...
    Date: 14-5-2009 Votes: 15 Comments: 12

  105. Have any of you or will any of you be teaching your LO baby sign language??...
    Date: 13-5-2009 Votes: 56 Comments: 3

  106. Have you or will you use a cord blood bank? Where you save the babies umbilical ...
    Date: 12-5-2009 Votes: 38 Comments: 9

  107. Parenting Styles: Whats your technique... ...
    Date: 12-5-2009 Votes: 52 Comments: 5

  108. What are your views on breast feeding in public?...
    Date: 11-5-2009 Votes: 125 Comments: 20

  109. Moms who have given birth: Do you think after having the baby (first one) I wil...
    Date: 10-5-2009 Votes: 27 Comments: 8

  110. baby boy names...
    Date: 4-5-2009 Votes: 37 Comments: 2

  111. Has any of you ladies ever been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder? If so is it aff...
    Date: 2-5-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 3

  112. ladies, do you feel as though you are begging for sex?...
    Date: 1-5-2009 Votes: 50 Comments: 2

  113. Are women on state insurance eligible for water births? Please comment!!...
    Date: 27-4-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 7

  114. Have you ever had to call DYFS or social services on parents? please comment ...
    Date: 27-4-2009 Votes: 34 Comments: 9

  115. Has anyone ever had a positive result on their Quad screen? ...
    Date: 25-4-2009 Votes: 16 Comments: 6

  116. just out of curiosity.. has anyone expieriences Pica? please comment...
    Date: 23-4-2009 Votes: 29 Comments: 5

  117. at 15 weeks did you or do you have discomfort in your lower abdomen?...
    Date: 22-4-2009 Votes: 25 Comments: 5

  118. my boyfriend likes the name Brian, but my boyfriend before him was named Brian. ...
    Date: 20-4-2009 Votes: 52 Comments: 3

  119. Which name do you prefer??...
    Date: 20-4-2009 Votes: 46 Comments: 2


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