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Today I'm feeling just a little bit disapointed. I have not long got back from the doctors, it was an emergancy appointment because i had some concers. The doctor just examined me (embarasing) and put something on my stomack to try and listen to the baby's heart beat to make sure all is ok.
I got excited because when he first put it on my stomack it sounded like a hert beat but after the examination, the doctor said there was no heart beat.
He did also say that this was normal and not to worry.
The thing that disapointed me the most though, was when the doctor said, i don't think your as far gone as you think. Today i am supoce to be 11 weeks. Well this is what a friend worked ou for me on my calender, the doctor gave me the due date that is on this site aswell (another doctor).
I have polycistic ovaries so often my periods can be very late, sometimes a week to two weeks late. I calculated my due date and ur supoce to enter how long your cycle is, i wouldn't have a clue what mine is so I'm geussing that i could now be 9-11 weeks pregnant, this is changeing the cycle date around on the due date predictar. This is really disapointing because i was really excited about being 11 weeks and I'm going back wards in stead of forwards. I don't know if I'm being silly for feeling this way but it doesent help with the fact that from the start of my pregnancy i had a feeling of something was missing. It was a bit simlar to the time lily allen got pregnant and then she had a miscarge. My concern is that it might not be alive in my womb any more :-( .....
To top all of this off, my boyfriends mom has just came round and said to us that her mom has brought us a baby bouncer. I feel really anoyed about this because i really wanted to by my first baby one of these, i wanted it to be my choise and when i mentioned about buying another one his mom said well you don't need two.
I feel like people are being to interfering and i am a very private person anyway and i don't like anyone to get up to close to me and now this is happening. Not to mention that i had his mom sugesting we have second hand cots and prams, RRRRRR it's so anoying that people are trying to take away my first experiance (thats what it feels like) and trying to give me all their advice. Everyone is aloud to make mistakes so if i make mine being a first time mom then i think i should be aloud.
I can just see his mom telling me what to do with my baby just because it's what she would do. Would you take someone elles medication if they told you to!!!
She thinks I'm haveing a boy and i heard her mention to my boyfriend about some of his old clothes and toys in the atik. She even metioned my boyfriends old cot only until me and my boyfriend said we want a new one...........
3 Comments on A little bit disapointed
dezire - Friday, 1 May
i thought i would come and comment on your blog..Hunny..If people wanna by things for your baby thats less that you have to by..and there are ALOT of things that a baby needs that you`ll be able to by for him/her..I know you are a privete person and things like that.But I know what you mean about her telling you what to do with your baby..Thats when I would tell her to back off this is my baby and I`ll do what I am suppose to..but as far as toys and things let them..even if you dont want them just take them to make that person feel better you could always give them away to a Thrift shop or somthing if you wanna by new things for your baby but with my first one...I didnt have barley anything till I was 8 months pregnant..and if it wasnt for people I wouldnt have had anything!! I hope mabey that helped!
m2b - Friday, 1 May
awww... What a crazy rollercoaster of a day. I know what you mean with everyone trying to help which they are not helping at all. I too have pcos, so that is wonderful you got preggo on your own. Always hear to listen......
dueinnovember - Friday, 1 May
The same thing happened to me with my first evryone was giving advice,and telling me this and that. Try not to take it to heart. Im sure they all mean well. The mother is probrably just really excited,and she probably just wanst to feel like shes a part of the new grandbaby to be. I get very happy when anyone offers to buy me something for the baby,cause it really helps out a lot. Good luck with everything.
| 01-5-2009 - A little bit disapointed |  My mood while writing this blog:Ok |
Today I'm feeling just a little bit disapointed. I have not long got back from the doctors, it was an emergancy appointment because i had some concers. The doctor just examined me (embarasing) and put something on my stomack to try and listen to the baby's heart beat to make sure all is ok.
I got excited because when he first put it on my stomack it sounded like a hert beat but after the examination, the doctor said there was no heart beat.
He did also say that this was normal and not to worry.
The thing that disapointed me the most though, was when the doctor said, i don't think your as far gone as you think. Today i am supoce to be 11 weeks. Well this is what a friend worked ou for me on my calender, the doctor gave me the due date that is on this site aswell (another doctor).
I have polycistic ovaries so often my periods can be very late, sometimes a week to two weeks late. I calculated my due date and ur supoce to enter how long your cycle is, i wouldn't have a clue what mine is so I'm geussing that i could now be 9-11 weeks pregnant, this is changeing the cycle date around on the due date predictar. This is really disapointing because i was really excited about being 11 weeks and I'm going back wards in stead of forwards. I don't know if I'm being silly for feeling this way but it doesent help with the fact that from the start of my pregnancy i had a feeling of something was missing. It was a bit simlar to the time lily allen got pregnant and then she had a miscarge. My concern is that it might not be alive in my womb any more :-( .....
To top all of this off, my boyfriends mom has just came round and said to us that her mom has brought us a baby bouncer. I feel really anoyed about this because i really wanted to by my first baby one of these, i wanted it to be my choise and when i mentioned about buying another one his mom said well you don't need two.
I feel like people are being to interfering and i am a very private person anyway and i don't like anyone to get up to close to me and now this is happening. Not to mention that i had his mom sugesting we have second hand cots and prams, RRRRRR it's so anoying that people are trying to take away my first experiance (thats what it feels like) and trying to give me all their advice. Everyone is aloud to make mistakes so if i make mine being a first time mom then i think i should be aloud.
I can just see his mom telling me what to do with my baby just because it's what she would do. Would you take someone elles medication if they told you to!!!
She thinks I'm haveing a boy and i heard her mention to my boyfriend about some of his old clothes and toys in the atik. She even metioned my boyfriends old cot only until me and my boyfriend said we want a new one...........
3 Comments on A little bit disapointed
dezire - Friday, 1 May
i thought i would come and comment on your blog..Hunny..If people wanna by things for your baby thats less that you have to by..and there are ALOT of things that a baby needs that you`ll be able to by for him/her..I know you are a privete person and things like that.But I know what you mean about her telling you what to do with your baby..Thats when I would tell her to back off this is my baby and I`ll do what I am suppose to..but as far as toys and things let them..even if you dont want them just take them to make that person feel better you could always give them away to a Thrift shop or somthing if you wanna by new things for your baby but with my first one...I didnt have barley anything till I was 8 months pregnant..and if it wasnt for people I wouldnt have had anything!! I hope mabey that helped!
m2b - Friday, 1 May
awww... What a crazy rollercoaster of a day. I know what you mean with everyone trying to help which they are not helping at all. I too have pcos, so that is wonderful you got preggo on your own. Always hear to listen......
dueinnovember - Friday, 1 May
The same thing happened to me with my first evryone was giving advice,and telling me this and that. Try not to take it to heart. Im sure they all mean well. The mother is probrably just really excited,and she probably just wanst to feel like shes a part of the new grandbaby to be. I get very happy when anyone offers to buy me something for the baby,cause it really helps out a lot. Good luck with everything.
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