29-7-2008 - Pregnant, again

My mood while writing this blog: Excited and nervous

Okay, so June 19th I found out I was pregnant with 2nd baby. My son is now a little over 6 months old and I'm around 3 months pregnant. I go tomorrow for my 1st ultrasound. I'm just really nervous to have two so close together and both in diapers. This one wasn't really planned, of course it wasn't really any suprise to me because I had gotten off birth control...so oops. I'm just scared to have a miscarriage too because Joshua is so heavy now and sometimes I have to carry him in his car seat and bend down a lot and lift...I work on the weekends too as a Nurse Assistant and sometimes when I lift a patient in bed I start to cramp a little bit, but I have no choise because my family needs health insurence. SO anyway. I'm going in today to see if I can start Beauty school soon, that way I can have some kindof career when the next baby gets here instead of going job to job, paycheck to paycheck, stressful! My husband starts school this fall too, so my mom will have to watch the baby while we both go to school at night. Okay well, that's all I have to write for now. I will post pictures and updates all the time. XoXo*

P.s. My son LOVES it when I'm hitting stuff with the fly swatter, he just cracks up!! I'm out here spending hundreds of dollars on toys and he's happy with the fly swatter, lol.