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	Age: 24 Country: US Province/region: OKLAHOMA City: Partner: My Wonderful Husband Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 08 Jul ,2012 Occupation: Army Wife and Full Time Mommy
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14-12-2008 - Is there something wrong with me?

My mood while writing this blog:
Frustrated and Hurt

I'm feeling kinda hurt right now. I haven't really seen my Husband this weekend and when he has a chnace to hang out with me he doesn't. He's in the office playing stupid Battlefield game, or working on computers or he'd rather hang out with his friends. When he goes out he doesn't come home till in the morning so here I am again, going to bed by myself. It's like he never wants to hang out with me. He never makes plans to hang out with me either. He'd rather diasappoint me than his friends it seems like. This sucks. I feel like we're just room mates or something like that. I already feel ugly, fat, bloaded, stretch mark queen, gassy, swollen big bird! What the crap is the use in having a King size bed if he's never in it with me?(Recently got new bed) I'm so tired of going to bed myself, or even him saying "I need something to drink", "I'm hungry", "Fix me something to eat". UGH!!! And I'm freaking tired of asking him to take the trash out and he's says "yes dear" and never does it!!! I dunno...he works hard for me and Joshua by going to work all day outside, and I so appreciate it, but when he gets home it's like, let me lie here on the couch while you fix me something to eat and that's it. Oh wait, computer time!Where the heck did the romance go? Make me feel beautiful, make me feel important atleast. I'm just hurt.

Anyway, Getting the Rhogam shot tomorrow(hopefully) and getting my hair colored back to brown..time for a change.

2 Comments on Is there something wrong with me?

MommaCase - Monday, 15 Dec
You definitely aren't the only one. I don't know what the answer is, or I wouldn't be in the same situation you are. I'm going to hang in there, and hope it gets better after the baby gets here. Just wanted to let you know, you aren't alone, even if we don't know how to fix it.

Mrs.Hubert - Monday, 15 Dec
I know how you feel. I was recently going through the same thing w my hubby. (EXACTLT THE SAME) I think because were pregnant its there way to get out or something. I don't think it will last. I did talk to my husabnd about it. I was at a breaking point never leaving the house. Last week he took me w. him or didnt go. I was really impressed. Once he started being himself again I didnt mind getting him drinks ect. However I used to keep a close eye on him. He will go on myspace & chat w girls. They always live far away but I hate it. I stopped spying on him and decided pay back can be a bitch. We wont always be preggo.lol. And if it starts again once I have the baby.. I'll do all the stuff he is doing & believe me he will go nuts. I know that sounds mean..I do love him lots... but its like when u need them the most where are they? Well good luck...just wanted to let you know ur not the only one.

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