01-5-2009 - Am I being fair to baby father

My mood while writing this blog: Moody

These days I feel like I am in another world. Nothing is how I wish it would be. I am glad things with baby father is at least at a occassional talking stage, but it just doesnt seem right. I find I get upset very easily where he is concerned. He has come by once a few weeks back and he told me my Ass was getting big. He followed with it was a good thing cuz black men like black women with Phat asses, but I didnt feel like it was a compliment. He tried to explain he thought my stomach would of been bigger but it wasnt. Anyway everything he says irritates me. I dont mention the baby to him at all and he does not ask. The lastest was the other day he was tellin me about one of his employees a recruiter who is pregnant. (He is in navy and a supervisor of recruiters). He said he worries she may get hurt doing different things at work such as when they played a game of vollyball and she went to hit a ball. How he told her unless a ball comes at her feet dont move. He then went on to say he texted her to tell her to let him know how her dr visit the next day went afterwards. I didnt say anything to him, but I was very upset. He does not ask about my dr visits or how I am. I dont think he cares. How does he worry about someone else child and not his own. A coworker of mine says he did it on purpose to see if I said something, but I am not confrontational with people I rather keep the peace. I find I am stillupset at these things. Am I blowing it up too big?