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![]() | Age: 21 Country: US Province/region: New york City: Harlem /bronx Partner: My Everything Kenneth Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: stay home and take care of baby belly/student |
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| 12-6-2008 - 36 weeks 6 days | My mood while writing this blog:extremely hot & tired |
Hello Ladies..
Fist off I wanna say it is soooo fuc**n hott in NYC its ridiculous.The heat is startin gto give me an attitude.Anyway 2morrow i wil be full term.yaayyy I cant wait.Last week I went to the doctor and my doc told me I was positive for Group B Strep.I was sooo scared and I really didnt know what it was or what to expect but she told me not to worry about it and that when I go into labor they are going to give me some antibiotics and then everything will be fine.The gave me a bit of a relief because I really dont wanna start getting stressed out towards the end of my pregnancy.That would make me feel horrible so I just stopped thinkin about it and just kept telling myself not to panic and everything will be fine as long as i get those antibiotics so as soon as I feel a tinkle of water come down my leg and I know I didnt iss my pants or feel one contraction im rushing my ass to that hospital ASAp so they can start me on those right away.I cant wait for my daughtwer to be born.I feel like I have waited so long to finally have my baby.Going from my miscarriage in 2006 where I didnt even get a chance to hear my babys heartbeat to now being so far towards the end.Basically anyday now.Sometimes I wonder wo that baby was that was taken away from me in 2006.I always ask myself was it a boy?Was it a girl?What would my life had been like if I did have the baby? Well everything happend for a reason and I feel my reason was because before I didnt think i can get pregnant and I would stress myself out panicking thinking i was infertile so I guess god just wated to show me that I can have babies but he took the baby away because he knew I wasnt ready to be a mom.Now Im pregnant at 21 years old and I remember the day like it was yesterday on my 21st birthday.I had just got my apartment, just got my job back at Cablevision with a promottion of becoming a supervisor, and I finally went back to school to get my associates degree so I would say " U know what im gonna wait to have kids because Im set right now with everything I need and I sex and sex away and get dissapointed when I get my period so Im just gonna stop trying.My man agreed with me soooooooo...Later that night being that it was my birthday and after having a nice talk at dinner with my man about life we went home to some good long hot steamy sex.LOL And poooffff..I conceived my baby that night becuz we didnt have sex for the rest of the month.So god works in very mysterious ways..God must have said uh uh u have been praying for a baby for the longest so know Im gonna give it to you.Thats why I always now say,dont underestimate god.Its not that he doesnt hear ur prayers,its simply just because he didnt get to you yet because hes just waiting for the right time,i couldnt be more happier because now I have my baby girl in my bellly who will be here anyday now and i cant wait.I love her so much.
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