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I really thought this was gonna be the last month for us TTC. I just knew it. Boy was I wrong. I found a little spot of blood yesterday(2 days early) and I thought maybe it was implantation. But this morning AF arrived in her full Glory. This is so frustrating. I don't know how some women keep such a good attitude whild doing this. I am nothing but angry,angry,angry. Why is my body not working?? Why is ttc not working? And to top it all off ALL of the hpt's I was taking had evap lines....ALL of them!! Way to keep my hopes up. As tough as it is going to be I am not going to but another HPT unless I am late. As a matter of fact I think Im going to stop keeping track of everything, even though I was to get another membership to FFonline. Its been a year now and after one M/C I feel like I want to rip my hair out! I do believe in God so I know everything is this way for a reason, because it is part of his plan for me and my family but sometimes its just hard to accept. Also every month before my period I am a RAGE-ing Bitch. Not funny, infact I am so unlike myself that it scares me. I get so tense and short tempered that I am really hard to be around. I feel so sorry for my kids and husband at "that time of the month". Sorry to be such a downer, I'll snap out of it as soon as the witch is gone, I always do! I have so much to be thankful for that I feel like a spoiled brat when I complain so I have to apoligize because I know attitudes are contaigous. Thanks for reading!!
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| 27-5-2008 - Over it |  My mood while writing this blog:defeated |
I really thought this was gonna be the last month for us TTC. I just knew it. Boy was I wrong. I found a little spot of blood yesterday(2 days early) and I thought maybe it was implantation. But this morning AF arrived in her full Glory. This is so frustrating. I don't know how some women keep such a good attitude whild doing this. I am nothing but angry,angry,angry. Why is my body not working?? Why is ttc not working? And to top it all off ALL of the hpt's I was taking had evap lines....ALL of them!! Way to keep my hopes up. As tough as it is going to be I am not going to but another HPT unless I am late. As a matter of fact I think Im going to stop keeping track of everything, even though I was to get another membership to FFonline. Its been a year now and after one M/C I feel like I want to rip my hair out! I do believe in God so I know everything is this way for a reason, because it is part of his plan for me and my family but sometimes its just hard to accept. Also every month before my period I am a RAGE-ing Bitch. Not funny, infact I am so unlike myself that it scares me. I get so tense and short tempered that I am really hard to be around. I feel so sorry for my kids and husband at "that time of the month". Sorry to be such a downer, I'll snap out of it as soon as the witch is gone, I always do! I have so much to be thankful for that I feel like a spoiled brat when I complain so I have to apoligize because I know attitudes are contaigous. Thanks for reading!!
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