23-10-2008 - Apple Pickin

My mood while writing this blog: pretty good

So I went apple pickin with my sons preschool class today. We all rode in a school bus about 35 minutes away. Im sure I turned green somewhere along the way as I was feeling a little queasy. Im feeling ill in the mornings,I dont want to get out of bed and as soon as I wake up I just feel really heavy, like I have a hangover! I had alot of stress yesterday and freaked out on my son and husband and was scared after my little episode that it was too much stress for my body to handle, my tailbone was really sore, it was kind of wierd. We had a tragic death in our family so Im going to have to wait for a while to tell my parents and the rest of the gang our news as the timing is really bad. Im afraid our news would not be taken as a blessing but a burden so for now mums the word. I did tell some of the gals in my sons class as weve gotten rather friendly, but Im afraid to open my mouth is to curse myself(so dramatic, I know).

Here is Mondays good news-lets hope we see a little heartbeat soon!!! Thanks for listening!

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