02-7-2009 - csection in 1 week

My mood while writing this blog: scared

My csection is in 7 days, and i cant believe it! I am so scared though that something will happen b/c the last csection I had, I got some type of infection and had to stay in the hospital longer. Im afraid it will happen again or something worse. Im sure Im just worrying too much. Anyone else paranoid about their upcoming deliveries? I think what if I die? I know thats extreme.

Then, my MIL thinks she can be there for the entire time of them prepping me for my csection. We have to be there at 5:30am and csection is scheduled for 7:30am. I dont want her in my room when they are asking me personal questions, shaving me, putting in the iv's, etc. I'm not close to her and dont feel comfortable with her there. I think she is being nosy! I dont know how anyone else feels about their MIL's, but mine gets on my nerves! The funny thing is, we invited her to a 4D u/s we were going to do, and she wasnt sure if she wanted to come or not b/c she felt that it was an "intimate" thing. And having a baby isn't??? Also, she is way early for everything, so i can see her sitting in the parking lot waiting for hubby and i to arrive at the hospital! Ugh!

I work monday and tuesday next week and then im done! I cant wait! Hope everyone has a good weekend! Im getting a manicure and pedicure tomorrow. I havent had one in forever!