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|14-7-2009 - Post partum depression?
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So here I am with my new baby girl and I am so happy to have her here. Last night I started crying b/c I'm not pregnant anymore and I got my tubes tied and feel like I'm regretting it. (Here come the tears again). My husband asked what was wrong and I told him and he said we dont want anymore children, that 3 is enough. I felt content with my decision at the time, but I think the thought
of never having children again is what upsets me. Then I think what if he divorces me and goes and finds some other woman that wants kids, and he is still able, but I'm not. I know thats far fetched, but its thinking all these thoughts and making me upset. I miss being pregnant now, and I will not experience it ever again. Things went so fast. Anyhow, those are my thoughts for now.
1 Comments on Post partum depression?Diegirl
- Tuesday, 14 Jul I don't think its post partum, most likely a little of the baby blues which is completely normal after baby is born and hormones are changing again. If it lasts more that a week or two... talk to a doc. Ok, enough nurse Diane. I hear you on the tubal and it being your last pregnancy. I am also getting mine done and its what I want, but it still feels strange that this will be the last time I am pregnant... like a big part of my womanhood is being taken away. I can relate and in a few weeks you'll probably be reading my blog saying the same thing. I hope you cheer up and feel better soon. *hugs*