24-10-2011 - Need Advice ....

My mood while writing this blog: Uncertain

Hello Ladies,

It's been awhile I haven't been here for such a long time. My computer crash and I couldn't find the site it took me awhile to find it. I am in need of advice, I had a beautiful baby boy in March 30, 2010 and he is light of our lives. I just turn 39 and my second child has left to go to the University you might say with 2 kids I am feeling like I am getting older and that my time is ticking, it came about when my DH told me that we were well of we could have another baby so the thought of having another baby it's been on my head and now that he has a job and is steady and I am working my butt off to save up, I thought maybe the idea of having another baby sounds ideal most of all because I looking for another little girl or baby boy to grow up close with Joshua but I put the IUD and well it hasn't been easy, I had my period late so I took upon myself to schedule an appt with my OBGYN but of course he didn't give me an appointment soon enough so I called my general doctor and gave me an appt right away so to make the story short I been diagnose with Ovarian Cyst and Uterus Fibroid one is due to the IUD and the other who knows so I am due for another Ultra Sound eventually on one of them with time they would have to take my uterus out if I feel pain or discomfort so I was told of course I was upset and sad so I feel time is running out on me or maybe is away to let me know that I won't be able to be a mother anymore. I don't know if I should try after I have taken my IUD and follow up on my check ups but I have a doctor's appointment on Friday so determine what exactly I have and what is going to happen next. I am a little afraid and sad but I am not giving up hope that maybe I can try again. I haven't even gotten the courage to tell my DH everything. Any suggestions???? Would be greatly appreciated.