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22-6-2008 - My landon..

My mood while writing this blog: sad/depressed

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So.. since landon was a month early.. he's in the NICU... i'm so upset by this.. i just wanna hold my baby boy.. i love him so much already.. i can't go see him without crying.. i look at his pics on the computer and i just sit here and cry.. he had to be put on a ventilator over-night and it stressed me out big time.. i just sat there looking at him crying.. they will hardly let me touch him.. god.. i feel like it's all my fault since i'm the one with the high bp and the gestational diabetes..

point being i love this little boy more than anything else in the world.. i just want him to be O.K... i wish i could stop crying.. but i can't.. thanks for reading..

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2 Comments on My landon..


meetmrswise - Sunday, 22 Jun
i would be upset too. but try not to worry. hopefully he wont be in there that long. hang in there!

babydoll24 - Sunday, 22 Jun
i had twin daughters who both were put on ventilators when they were born....it's the scariest thing that had ever happened to me, i wasnt really allowed to touch them either. just through the little window. after about 5 or 6 days they got to come out of them....they're now 5 years old and healthierthan ever.....all i have to say is just look at it like this. he's in there for a reason. so he can be big and strong for his mom, so you can love him and hold him everyday of his precious life. he will come out and you will get to hold him, so everyday, don;t cry when you see him, be happy that you have an amazing little son to love the rest of your lives.
and remember that its not your fault that hes a month early, and theres nothing you could have done to kepp him in there!!....he was just to eager to meet his mommy;)