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jessicanewmom2be
	Age: 24 Country: Canada Province/region: Ontario City: Ottawa Partner: mark Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: stay at home mom :)
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03-2-2009 - 19 weeks with gas pain

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so 19 weeks today ...I can feel the baby yay! its soo nice not getting my hopes up yet tho not till the baby is born ....its not easy but Im dealing....I find Im soo tired and every morning I wake up with awful pain on my left side I dont think the baby is letting me pass wind while Im sleeping so I wake up full of gas and it doesnt go away till I pass wind I know tmi but anyone else having this?? so my scan is on friday yay Im soo excited I cant wait....marky and I have been fighting alot too he says with this pregnancy Im a lil depressed....I dont see it but I also tryed to tell him I lost curtis soo fast and u knocked me up again lol I didnt have that long to grieve about curtis before I was pregnant again....he doesnt understand but sometimes I wish he would have listened to me ....like serisly when I got pregnant with this one get this the first time mark and I made love after loseing curtis and I wasent ready for another pregnancy so that night we made love used a condom and well the day after just to be safe I took the morning after pill and here I am just fertal mertal lol pregnant for the 4th time....I feel like I have been pregnant straight for 2 years....its soo hard....I miss having a glass of wine ..I mean in the long run its all worth it if this lil one makes it right?! just still soo hard I dunno ...pregnancy sometimes is such a long journey but worth is 100% if we all make it with ourselves and babys ....anyways just my thoughts for the day love u all lots sending lots of baby dust and good luck too all of u

send me a message and I will try very hard to get back to u ....

Love

Jess

2 Comments on 19 weeks with gas pain

mummy23 - Tuesday, 3 Feb
I no what you mean, I lost my son Charlie a year ago today and now im 32weeks pregnant again, but really happy but i dont feel my body has had time to go back to a "normal" before getting pregnant again. but i cant wait to bring Alfie in to the world x

2012bean(Yellow) - Tuesday, 3 Feb
It sounds like Mark is still grieving for Curtis too in his own way, your both bound to be aprhensive about this baby especailly until you get past the danger zone and your both prob scared to fall too much in love with this little one until you know its safe, you both should see a counceller or someone who has been in your situtation to talk out your fears and worries and they can support you both during this pregnancy, I know you don't mean to but try not to push Mark away. All the best try taking deflatine/rennies or a wind relief tablet just before bed to help with the trapped wind. Hope your scan goes well can't wait to see the results. xx

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