12-3-2009 - Hospital Trip...

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

so just a lil note I had a bit of a scare , for the past couple of days baby hasent been as active as normal...so this morning I called my high risk nurse and we talked about what I was feeling and the lack there of , so after a long convo she sent me too the hospital straight to triage.. I got admitted right away and had a nurse come in and examine me and stuff , so after that we herd a fetal heart rate, it was 150 bpm which is normal, they ended up telling me that maybe the reason why I wasent feeling her so much was because of my weight, I just was extremly pissed off about that due to the simple fact I have been feeling her for a long long time, why all of a sudden I dont feel her Im sorry but its not because of my weight, so after that and hearing the heart rate was ok they told me that they were going to keep me for observation, which I was ok with so they ended up makeing me drink juice and cause I was hungry I told them I was going downstairs to get something to eat , so I went down and they told me to come back in an hr to check again , because they wanted to keep me for awhile for observation to make sure we were ok , so I ate and waited for the rest of the hr.. once the hr was done I started feeling soo tired and I was frozen so I went back and they said ok well were going to check her again , so they checked her again and all was ok this time she was in the 130`s which too me was a lil weird , anyways they decided to send me home and said ok are u comfortable with going home I had felt her kick not hard but I had felt her, so I said yes , Im soo tired now and I think Im just a lil sad that my doctor said that too me , or not my doctor per say but the triage doctor, Im just feeling a lil blue from it Im glad she is apparently ok I just wish he wasent such an inconsiderate ass, I go to see dr sing at the end of the month which is like 3 weeks away but I dunno, time will tell I guess but lets just pray that everything is ok and this doctor wasent just being an asshole trying to get rid of me , anyways hope all of u are doing well last apointment for me was monday and all looked good so now on to 25 , just gotta get past 27 :) sending lots of love

Jess