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jessicanewmom2be
	Age: 24 Country: Canada Province/region: Ontario City: Ottawa Partner: mark Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Please select Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: stay at home mom :)
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16-3-2009 - 25 weeks....eeeekkkk

My mood while writing this blog:
worriedish

so I just hit 25 weeks...its been a very weird week I had a hospital trip and she seem to choose when she wants to kick now...Im noticing she is decreasing in her kicks...I dunno Im so scared Im not getting my hopes up but still when u feel her kick its soo real...I dunno its just a hard thing I wont feel safe till she is born I guess....Im just so ready now to hold her in my arms....I think secretly I have decided if something happens that I should take a break....its been very hard on me and my body and poor mark is just stressed to the max....he keeps talking to her and well sometimes I feel he is getting so attached and I dont want to disapoint him considering he wants a big family...I want to be able to have that as well , I would love to adopt as well tho....I think any child is beautiful and wonderful doesnt matter where it comes from....but one of ur own is always great....I dont know regarless of what happens maybe there is something out there watching over me saying I deserve one....after what I have been through in life...it has not been easy at all...and well sometimes , u think if there is a god why has he put me through soo much , I look at the duggers on tlc and wonder why is it she can have so many and I still havent had one....and u know all the other shows....baby story they have 2 and 4 kids...I just want my one...one lil angel....anyways like I said still not getting my hopes up...but who knows....life is a magical journey that I have successfully embraced and well I take it day by day...

anyways those are just my thoughts for the day

love to all

Jess

4 Comments on 25 weeks....eeeekkkk

magnicity - Saturday, 21 Mar
Congrats on Week 25 :) Seems like all is well :) my little one went a few weeks without any good kicking.. just in the morning and night.. Now he wont stop kicking. Slow time is normal for some i'm assuming :)

xxRyans~mummyxx - Wednesday, 18 Mar
Your at 25 weeks which is good if your worried about movement go to the er or your doc just to get checked out given your history, everything is proberly fine and its because your consious of every movement after what happened to Curtis you get more worried, but get yourself checked out to put your mind at rest. xx

mandy89 - Tuesday, 17 Mar
aww i want so bad to just give you a hug and tell you everything is fine
but to me things seem fine yea the less movement is strange but i went like 3 days and my baby girl didnt really move and if she did it was so light of a touch im surprised i felt it
so ill pray for you but dont get your hopes down to much your little one can probably feel the stress just keep your head up and know god is there and watching over you and your baby :)

samsara625 - Tuesday, 17 Mar
Hiya hun 25 weeks thats great only 15 weeks to go or a couple less if you are lucky haha . Try not to worry too much , I know it must be very hard for you and i cannot imagine what it is like but I believe your little angel in heaven is watching over you and guiding you and you new baby on your journey...he will see you through.
Keep smiling hun you deserve to xxx

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