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| 04-10-2008 - i feel ???? |
My mood while writing this blog: undecided |
I just got off work a few minutes ago (and yes, it really is like 11:45 pm on a Saturday) and I felt that if I didn't vent soon I might explode! It kinda feels like no one here really understands how I'm feeling these days. I mean there are PLEANTY of women that I work with that have recentaly had a baby or have ever had a baby to talk to and it just seems like they don't even get it. And even when I talk to my fiance he just tells me to stop crying. I know that hes trying his best to be kind and conciderate of my feelings, but he's just not very good at it.
Any who, yesterday at work was quite possibly the worst day I have ever had at that place. I got fussed at (litterally had some woman yelling at the top of her lungs at me) because I was doing what I was told for me to do. Needless to say I couldn't yell back at her, and if it had not been for walking away from her it was quite possible that I might have stabbed her in the face. I was so mad I left work crying. (SURPRISE SURPRISE! I WAS CRYING!) But anyways, I didn't let it get me down too bad b/c I still had to go find an out fit for Tuesday (I'm getting married :) ) Then I go into work today and everyone is expecting me to do their jobs. I hate days like this, it tends to happen a lot.
So, to add to what I was saying in the previous paragraph, I'm getting married on Tuesday. I'm super excited! It's not going to be anything like really major, just going to the court house kinda deal. So I have been excited all week for that. But then I have days at work that just bring me down so bad. Anyways I kinda just had to get everything out about just how much I hate my job, and everything else thats going on...... it just keeps plieing up!!! You girls seem to be the only ones who really understand just how hard and stressful the smallest things can be. Thanks for taking the time to read this! You all rock! :)
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