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| 06-12-2008 - Ughhh!!! |
My mood while writing this blog: fed up! |
So, me and my husband have only been married for a little over 2 months now. We are no where near having the perfect relationship, but we are happy. We had some major issues before we got married, like when we first got together. I was reading some of our old e-mails, they were sweet, and then I came across some e-mails from his ex. They were not recent, and we've already setteled our deal with what happened. But it just made me mad b/c of what she said in them. Talking about how I was going to get fat and how she was going to look hotter than I do and blah blah blah! My husband and her have a baby together so they still have to talk, which I'm not fond of. I am not trying to make anybody else feel bad about gaining weight during pregnacy, but she gained like 45 pounds! And I've gained 15, so that stupid bitch can kiss my ass! Sorry for the vulgarness, but she really made me mad by saying that. She is getting back to the way she was when me and him first started dating. She is trying to get Brandon back, and it's not going to work. I'm not sure who she thinks that she is, but I'm not the type of person that she wants to do this to.
Also, all these people that keep asking if i have had my baby yet are GETTIN ON MY NERVE! I mean seriously.....DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE?! no! I'm not trying to be groucy, but I mean can you honestly not think of anything else to say to me, other than, "Hey Jessica, your looking really fat today!" ????? ahh! I don't really like people that are groucy or irratable around Christmas time, but it seems everyday I get more and more like one of those people. Which in return is making me even more groucy.
I never thought that I would EVER say this, but I actually miss being able to go to work. I am deff not a home body. Not that I mind being at home, but I think that I'm hurting and gaining even more weight. Because at work I had to be up on my feet for 8 hours straight. And now all i do is sit around the house. I can't wait till I can get back into the gym.
i'm going to stop blabing now.....
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