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28-1-2010 - End of the line

My mood while writing this blog: very sad

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So, it seems this is it. I have had a bad feeling from the get go with the cramping,spotting and all.Today was my US and they found no baby only a dark gestational sac. At one point they thought there might be a yolk sac but they found no embryo nor heartbeat. I can't help but feel a glimmer of hope but I know the chances are next to none. I will start getting my numbers taken every two days just to rule out a tubal. That would be terrible and can be fatal if left untreated. I will let you all know how it goes over the weeks. I just want it to be over already so I can move on. Sorry for being so grim but it helps to let someone know how I feel as so few people seem to understand. Thanks for being there!

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3 Comments on End of the line


sher19bear81 - Friday, 29 Jan
Im so sorry to hear the bad news. Its hard I know, I lost one before my youngest daughter was born...as soon as its a positive test result us mothers already love the idea of what is going on inside of us. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

CharlyBrown - Friday, 29 Jan
I am so sorry that you have been given such terrible news. I have had 4 perfectly healthy pregnancies that lead to 4 perfectly healthy children to then suddenly learn after seeing my bean jumping around that it was no longer alive. Just a tiny lifeless miniature person curled up in a ball just floating.. It is one of the hardest things I have ever experienced and I wish that on no-one! I hope that your heart heals fast and that you have plenty of love and support around you... All the best, will be thinking of you.. Please keep us updated! U just never know.. Some times miracles happen!

mommy*of*4*boys - Thursday, 28 Jan
Was thinking of you alot today. So sorry to hear this news. Prayers will still be going your way. Fingers crossed and loads of faith that your bean is still ok. Keep us posted. *hugs*