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jinx-marcell
Age: 19
Country: USA
Province/region: OR
City: Mill City
Partner: David
Children: Yes, 1
Pregnant: Not anymore
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Member since: 1221 days
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03-1-2009 - Update disapointedMy mood while writing this blog:
disapointed


Well I spoke to my baby's father last night on the phone and hung up feeling like the only cure would be to get wasted. Of course I didn't, and I don't often get such strong urges. But it's not easy being told ten weeks from delivery that the father of your child doesn't want to be with you... So I guess I'm just dealing with that right now.

Birthing classes start Monday and even though David doesn't want me, he's willing to go for the baby. But I'm afraid things will be strange between us. Going from being in love with someone, to being nothing more than classmates isn't going to be easy for me, especially with how hormonal I've been lately.

All in all, I feel sad, disapointed, vulnerable, mistreated, incredulous and just generally pissed off at him for messing with what ought to be the best time of my life. Now it's time to start getting over it.



1 Comments on Update


JanetN - Sunday, 4 Jan
So sorry you are going throught this, I hope you all can work things out if that is what you want. Is he at least wanting to be a father to his baby??
Photos
Right Footprint 21 wks, 1 dy (2008, 11, 05) Baby`s profile (2008, 11, 05) 3d Picture of my Son`s Face (2008, 11, 05) Baby`s Profile in 3d (2008, 11, 05) Baby`s Pic, 3D (2008, 11, 05) Baby Pic, 3D (2008, 11, 05) (2008, 11, 05) Devon and Daddy (2009, 03, 24) Devon and Daddy (2009, 03, 24) Devon and Daddy (2009, 03, 24) Devon`s Father (2009, 03, 24) Devon and Aunt Lisa (2009, 03, 24) Devon and Daddy (2009, 03, 24) Daddy and Devon (2009, 03, 24) Daddy and Devon (2009, 03, 24) Daddy and Devon (2009, 03, 24) Devon and Grandpa (2009, 03, 24) Click here to see all jinx-marcell`s photos

Children
Devon-Louis (2009)

Latest blogs
11-8-2009 - 8-11-09
11-6-2009 - unsure
21-5-2009 - two month update
14-5-2009 - Proposal?
13-5-2009 - Major Whoops
21-4-2009 - To The Beach!
11-4-2009 - What Next?
02-4-2009 - Rant
27-3-2009 - Update
25-3-2009 - Mood Swings and Thoughts
23-3-2009 - Devons Father #2
18-3-2009 - 40 week check up
11-3-2009 - Open Mouth, Insert Foot
10-3-2009 - 38 and 39 Week Checkup
04-3-2009 - Update
25-2-2009 - Update
20-2-2009 - 36 Week Check Up
12-2-2009 - Baby Shower
06-2-2009 - 34 Week Checkup
04-2-2009 - Update
20-1-2009 - Update
15-1-2009 - Update
03-1-2009 - Update
08-12-2008 - Dec. 8, 2008 Update
03-12-2008 - Devon's Father

Polls
  1. Do you write pro/con lists about your significant other (or SOs in the past)...
    Date: 13-11-2009 Votes: 54 Comments: 1

  2. How do you get to sleep at night ...
    Date: 19-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 18

  3. Writing a paper on Male PMS. Some help would be great, any exampls of male tantr...
    Date: 10-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 1

  4. We`re starting to supplement with formula, any tips or brands of formula you pre...
    Date: 7-10-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 7

  5. Hypothetically: Your getting a few thousand dollars, youll pay rent, bills, buy ...
    Date: 25-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 17

  6. How far apart would you like your LOs to be in age?...
    Date: 24-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 18

  7. What was the biggest scare your SO ever gave you? How about your LO?...
    Date: 23-9-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 5

  8. My son is exclusively bfed and has a lot of gas and no matter how many burps we ...
    Date: 12-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 5

  9. What household object is your LO`s favorite? My son loves to wrestle and chew on...
    Date: 11-9-2009 Votes: 2 Comments: 11

  10. My fiance and i are both our of work, out son is 5 months old and i start school...
    Date: 10-9-2009 Votes: 66 Comments: 15

  11. For moms who got married after they had their kids/ a kid : do you wish you`d be...
    Date: 9-9-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 15

  12. Hypothetical Question: The relationship is great, the sex is good, should you pr...
    Date: 9-9-2009 Votes: 2 Comments: 10

  13. Which of the following helped your milk supply?...
    Date: 8-9-2009 Votes: 36 Comments: 10

  14. Is it safe for a breastfeeding mom to donate Plasma?...
    Date: 5-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 2

  15. Is it safe for a breastfeeding mom to donate Plasma?...
    Date: 5-9-2009 Votes: 1 Comments: 2

  16. Would you have your LO be a ring bearer/flower girl when you marry his/her fathe...
    Date: 27-8-2009 Votes: 60 Comments: 9

  17. Would you have your LO be a ring bearer/flower girl when you marry his/her fathe...
    Date: 27-8-2009 Votes: 60 Comments: 9

  18. is your baby a binky addict and do you think it`s a bad thing?...
    Date: 16-8-2009 Votes: 57 Comments: 10

  19. Does a beer a day really help your milk supply?...
    Date: 15-8-2009 Votes: 27 Comments: 5

  20. Does a beer a day really help your milk supply?...
    Date: 15-8-2009 Votes: 27 Comments: 5

  21. Does a beer a day really help your milk supply?...
    Date: 15-8-2009 Votes: 27 Comments: 5

  22. what does your baby do while breastfeeding?...
    Date: 15-8-2009 Votes: 21 Comments: 8

  23. Yesterday my BF got to take our son into the shower for the first time and they ...
    Date: 22-4-2009 Votes: 0 Comments: 8

  24. How restricted do you feel because of your LO?...
    Date: 20-4-2009 Votes: 47 Comments: 11

  25. How long after giving birth did you have sex again? Was your labor a difficult o...
    Date: 9-4-2009 Votes: 4 Comments: 20

  26. What would you do if your baby`s daddy wanted his ex to meet your baby?...
    Date: 9-4-2009 Votes: 79 Comments: 14

  27. What do you do when your SO helps with baby but gets it a little wrong. (Putting...
    Date: 31-3-2009 Votes: 40 Comments: 6

  28. Out of curiousity, what`s your opinion of making love one last time after a brea...
    Date: 12-3-2009 Votes: 2 Comments: 15

  29. How long after you found out you were at 1-3 cm did you go into labor?...
    Date: 10-3-2009 Votes: 37 Comments: 8

  30. Pregnant ladies; Whats your SO`s opinion of the change in your breasts?...
    Date: 4-3-2009 Votes: 74 Comments: 4

  31. What do you think of the name Devon Louis?...
    Date: 3-3-2009 Votes: 40 Comments: 0

  32. How has pregnancy and parenthood affected your relationship with DH/BF?...
    Date: 25-2-2009 Votes: 51 Comments: 4

  33. Those of you who had your man in the room during labor/delivery, what was his re...
    Date: 25-2-2009 Votes: 3 Comments: 13

  34. How involved is your man in the whole pregnancy/childbirth thing?...
    Date: 13-2-2009 Votes: 79 Comments: 1

  35. If you live in seperate homes, how involved is your signifcant other with your b...
    Date: 12-2-2009 Votes: 16 Comments: 3

  36. How far would you let a problematic relationship w/ baby`s daddy go before endin...
    Date: 12-2-2009 Votes: 55 Comments: 5

  37. What do you think of dating while pregnant?...
    Date: 17-12-2008 Votes: 115 Comments: 10


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