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15-1-2009 - Update

My mood while writing this blog: Thrilled

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So, in two months I'll be giving birth to Devon Louis Cook. The baby's father, David, will be there with me circumstances allowing.
Things have certainly changed for the better. Where-as before David was showing up for the birthing classes for Devon's sake (and seemingly no other reason) he and I have reunited and are a couple once again.
Monday evening before the class I expressed my surprise that he was there. I explained that I'd expected him to be too busy moving into his new place to have time to come down to Stayton. He said that at the least, he wanted to be there for the classes.
After class he asked me once he got his bed moved in, when would be a good time for me to visit. I told him there was nothing wrong with an air-mattress and whenever was good for him. I ended up going home with him that night. One Tuesday I missed the bus back to my hometown and ended up staying another night. Before he left for work, I told him that things would be different this time around and he should consider giving us another change. When he got back from work he started off with "I don't know if I'm ready to be your boyfriend..." and I just about removed his arm from around me to go fetch a cigarette. But I let him finish and he said that he does want to give us another chance. Since in the past, his story has always been that he does care about me, and hopes we'll be together again someday but right now he just needs time, I expected that his mindset hadn't changed and I started to regret having come home with him. When it finally sunk in that he was asking me to be with him again, I barely knew what to say. Other than the obvious "Yes."
So I've been thrilled and cheerful all day long and I don't think much could happen to change that.

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