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11-4-2008 - 31 weeks and counting down

My mood while writing this blog: 50/50 so okish?

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Wow what a week 1st of all Saturday planned shopping few bits for hossy bag usual kinda weekend ahead untill the bf gets a trapped nerve in his back? wtf how he was only getting dressed after a shower, but I guess thats what happens when you work your ass off and come home doing DIY fair enough he's done a bloody good job, and he's made us a lovely home but at 23 to do your back mks me so pissed at his boss that has them liftling way too much and treats them like crap if it had been more serious i doubt she'd have been rescuing us...

Anyway now I got that outta my system me me me 31 weeks and 1 day well so they tell me but my scans have been a lilttle all ova so I think I could easily be a wk further on plus things have happened sooner than they sld but hey who am i to argue? gotta go antinatle wednesday im hoping she'll put my mind at rest i think he cld have turned as i got this shifting feeling that stopped me in my tracks he's been head down for weeks and thats were i need him to be if he breach at 36 wks i cld have a bigger chance of a section.....funny thing is im getting so big now on one hand i think i cld do anouther section it means i get to meet my baby at 38 weeks but then the recovery...ohhh 6 wks but hey id cope although i want to be home asap i hate hospitals and really dont wanna be away from our 19 mnth old son any longer than is ness...

Emotions seem to be all ova the place im up im down im tired i wanna do everything so the past few wks ive trawled thro life trying to keep everyone happy when really i wanna sleep, i just dont wanna turn into one of these mums that treats preg like an illness i know i sld tk it easy and i do i just wish i cld plan when i have my good and bad days especially the days im stuck in the house climbing the walls with nothing to do.....ahh only a few more weeks to go, the fear still doesnt seem to be here i wasnt scared we my 1st i just accepted i had to do it and id get throu it like ev one else but that turned out to be hell, my sis had 6 natural she said 1 like mine would have put her right off but it didnt faze me im pretty sure the drugs wore off lol( n thats drugs in labour!!!)

Well best be off for some much needed sleep hope your all well xox

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