| joycey | |
 | Age: 43 Country: australia Province/region: City: bendigo Partner: boyd Children: Yes, 5 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 14 Jul ,2009 Occupation: house duties |
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| 01-4-2009 - At peace but not |  My mood while writing this blog:ok |
Ok, I am 25 weeks pregnant. I have 5 and a bit children. I spit up from my partner 3 months ago and am now with a lovely man whom I have known for years. I have been unhappy for years but could see no way out. My aunty died of cancer 12 months ago which started me thinking that life is too short and you only get one go at it and why spend it unhappy. Then my father got cancer and that made it more obvious my thoughts were right.My ex partner is nasty, a drunk and a control freak half the time the other half you couldn't meet an nicer person. split personality.
I have had 2 natural births 1 c-section then a natural then a c-section again. The doctor told me I had to have a c-section because I had gestational diebeties. The litriture I received stated there was no biger risk with natural birth to c-section so I couldn't understand. They just kept saying it was for the babys saftey not acknowledging the statistics they had given me, risk being the same percentage. I refused and he told me that if I didn't have one no one in the hospital would touch me. So I reluctantly bowed down and had it done. I have now since found out he had no right to say that to me and that was not the case. They would have looked after me presented in labour. The head lady running the hospital was shocked he had done this. Now I am under him again. Guess what c-section, I told him no then he asked me if I had an vanierial desease because I would definately have to have a c-section. I said definately not and that question just made me think he just wanted the proceedure no matter what. The lady running the place more or less told me show up in labour then we trial labour, that is what I will do but I am angry at the doctors money grabbing attitude. It is my body he's trying to play with.
It is nice to have a winge and get it out. My ex is giving me hell too. I have signed everything except one house over to him and he doesn't even want me to have that. He had the business the property the business is run from the family home, the 13 acres around it which can be subdivided and make a fortune. The rental property we have, which is subdivided and he can build 3 town houses on it and make a nother fortune. I give him alll this and he doesn't want me to keep my house worth half the family home he is keeping. I don't know how he can sleep at night, but then he is crazy, which he says about me. I since found out since we split that he has been seeing Heather for 18 months and still I am the bad person in his eyes because I am with my friend, after we split up mind you.
Well enough winging for now I have lots more, like he has brain washed my 17 year old boy and he hates me but that is another story.
1 Comments on At peace but not
mbispham - Saturday, 16 May
I know how you are feeling...I am on my soon to be 4th c-section. I am more nervous about having it this time than any of the previous times. I keep dreaming I have this baby natural. I have teens to its kinda crazy having a baby after all these years but, my new husband doesn't have any kids of his own, he adopted my 3 teens :) Good luck!
