04-8-2008 - Feeling Fat

My mood while writing this blog: Frustrated

So I get up this morning for work. My husband is sleeping in because he doesn't have to work on Mondays. Lucky guy. I go to the closet after showering and can't find a single thing to wear. Its pathetic. I'm only 6 weeks pregnant but I feel like a beached whale. Before we got married, I had lost close to 40 lbs! However, after that, all went down hill. I ate unhealthy during the honeymoon, swearing to myself that I would be back in the gym right away, but alas, here we are almost a month and a half from our honeymoon and after a month of bad eatting habits, I find out that I'm pregnant and I've gained all my weight back! I hate starting out like this. I feel like I've let myself and my unborn baby down. I'm trying to eat super healthy now and get active but... it doesn't seem to help. I'm going to be the size of a VOLKSWAGON! Anyway, that's just my thoughts this morning. Currantly, I'm wearing a dress that could be used as a tent or car cover. But whatever, its comfortable, and my husband still thinks I'm sexy! I'm just going to have to deal!