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So, I saw my fertility doctor today. He basically said DH and I are farting in the wind trying to get pregnant with intercourse while taking Clomid, because we've been labeled as "unexplained" infertility.
So, we're going to try intra-uterine insemination this month. DH has informed me that we're trying it 3 times, and if no success in 3 times, we're not doing anything further to try to have a baby. He told me earlier today, "You might as well get used to the fact that you may never have kids." And, "We are to the point where you might want to start thinking about getting involved with Big Brothers Big Sisters". That is an organization in my city where you can support a child and help them through life or something.
So, if three unsuccessful attempts of IUI don't do it, I am stopping all medications and we are giving up. I would NOT give up, but DH thinks it is not financially wise to do anything more.
I can't believe this is happening to me. I need help in coping with this. I have an appointment scheduled with a psychiatric nurse on December 4th, but no amount of talking to her could heal the pain if 3 tries of IUI doesn't do it. I can't believe my husband is being like this :( It does not bother him in the least amount that we may not ever have children naturally. He does not want to adopt (because he wouldn't feel attachment to an adopted child) and he refuses to pay for IVF.
I have an appointment next Saturday, Nov. 21, to have an US to check to see if any of my follicles are mature enough to be released, and if so, going to take a shot of HCG, then go into the lab one day to get inseminated and hope for the best.
I have never been this depressed before in my life. I've always been a happy person, but this is enough to break even the strongest person of that.
Please keep ME in your thoughts. Apparently, it doesn't mean shit to my husband :(
1 Comments on So Depressed
lilysmomma - Thursday, 12 Nov
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I believe it is completely unfair to you. But you are definately in my thoughts! I will pray for you hun and if you ever need to talk you can msg me. I am also very sorry your husband isnt being as supportive as you need. I cant imagine goin g through your situation. But I have faith you will indeed be a mother, in one way or another. Keep your head up. xox
| 12-11-2009 - So Depressed |  My mood while writing this blog:Very Sad |
So, I saw my fertility doctor today. He basically said DH and I are farting in the wind trying to get pregnant with intercourse while taking Clomid, because we've been labeled as "unexplained" infertility.
So, we're going to try intra-uterine insemination this month. DH has informed me that we're trying it 3 times, and if no success in 3 times, we're not doing anything further to try to have a baby. He told me earlier today, "You might as well get used to the fact that you may never have kids." And, "We are to the point where you might want to start thinking about getting involved with Big Brothers Big Sisters". That is an organization in my city where you can support a child and help them through life or something.
So, if three unsuccessful attempts of IUI don't do it, I am stopping all medications and we are giving up. I would NOT give up, but DH thinks it is not financially wise to do anything more.
I can't believe this is happening to me. I need help in coping with this. I have an appointment scheduled with a psychiatric nurse on December 4th, but no amount of talking to her could heal the pain if 3 tries of IUI doesn't do it. I can't believe my husband is being like this :( It does not bother him in the least amount that we may not ever have children naturally. He does not want to adopt (because he wouldn't feel attachment to an adopted child) and he refuses to pay for IVF.
I have an appointment next Saturday, Nov. 21, to have an US to check to see if any of my follicles are mature enough to be released, and if so, going to take a shot of HCG, then go into the lab one day to get inseminated and hope for the best.
I have never been this depressed before in my life. I've always been a happy person, but this is enough to break even the strongest person of that.
Please keep ME in your thoughts. Apparently, it doesn't mean shit to my husband :(
1 Comments on So Depressed
lilysmomma - Thursday, 12 Nov
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I believe it is completely unfair to you. But you are definately in my thoughts! I will pray for you hun and if you ever need to talk you can msg me. I am also very sorry your husband isnt being as supportive as you need. I cant imagine goin g through your situation. But I have faith you will indeed be a mother, in one way or another. Keep your head up. xox
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