14-11-2008 - D-O-N-E

My mood while writing this blog: Exhasted

Hello,

Yup, still pregnant.... I went to see Backstreet Boys in Saskatoon last night, and THAT didin't even do it. I have a few other blogs and I guess I didn't write abou it in here but I also went to the concert in Regina in September... I was sooo sure all the screaming, jumping, dancing and adrenaline of the night would have done it... but no, here I sit, still pregnant.

I had my doc appointment yesterday morning and I'm still at 1cm but she did say it is softer than last week.... Is that progress I don't know anymore. Like I've said no matter what I'll be in labor next Wednesday I just really wanted to do it on my own this time, it's very frustrating. I want to call Chris at work and tell him to come home because my water broke, or I'm having REAL contractions, or wake him in the night, I want the whole spontaneous thing... GRRR.

I've tryed sooooooooooooo many things for so many weeks and nothing is helping it out. I know it is all in God's timing, maybe if I just shut up and let it flow it would happen, but naturally it's all I'm thinking about atm... at least I had the concert to look forward to for a few days, but now that is gone and I'm focusing on my induction date hoping to be pleasently suprised sooner. Thanks for the comments, really apreciate them, if I don't get back..... I'm sleeping LOL. Okay, well Adailyah is napping so I really should go do it too, I got home at 1:30am last night and woke up early. Ttfn