17-10-2009 - feeling good

My mood while writing this blog: good

The first part of this week was horrible as I greived for my lost baby. On Wed. night I cried a lot and had a mini-breakdown as I put away my pregnancy tests, hospital bracelets, poem etc. because I knew it is now time for new beginnings. I still have it but put away in safe spot...maybe someday I will feel well enough to throw it out, but not yet.

As the week has progressed I am feeling about 100 percent today...awesome actually. This experience has brought my hubby and I even closer and we are so in love. He has always been my rock and this past week has showed me that even more.

I am so excited to get back to TTCing. We are not going to bd at all this month, just let my body heal for a bit. The doctor said that if all goes well we will be able to start trying again next month. So I have my fingers crossed because I REALLY want my son to have a baby brother or sister.

Today I took my son to see Toopy and Binoo live and tomorrow I am taking him to church and then to watch daddy's hockey game and later go swimming at the rec centre. Next weekend we are going pumpkin picking at a neat farm where there are lots of children's activities...We are definently keeping busy around here!!