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| 29-7-2008 - Arihanna's 4 month angel day |
My mood while writing this blog: Sad |
So it's been 4 months since I lost my baby girl....it feels like a lifetime since I last help her, but it feels like just yesterday she was taken from me, I miss her so much, I miss her smile and her cry and her smell...just everything. She was here for 2 months and 9 days and I am so thankful for that, I just miss her so much, the pain is so unimaginable, I never thought I would hurt this much...but I do..and it's for good reason, I don't have my baby girl here with me anymore, I will not see her walk, I won't hear her talk, I won't get to see her graduate or drive a car, or get married or have babies....it's a hard concept to grasp, but here I am keeping her memory alive....Arihanna changed my life so much in the short time she was here, I am so thankful for that. She made me really look at my life differently. I love my baby girl so much, she is truly missed every moment of everyday! Lots of love and kisses being sent up tp my sweet angel Arihanna.
6 Comments on Arihanna's 4 month angel dayEricandCalebsMommy -
Thursday, 3 Dec I'm so sorry for your loss. :( I know this is very late, but I just came across the page. You are a very strong woman, and I'm glad you know she's safe with God, and she's always with you in your heart. zoey my angel -
Wednesday, 30 Jul those excat words come out my mouth every day also. baby arihanna is very much still with u every day with everything u do, even with the short time she here a mothers love only grows and heaven knows yo will be together again. when i lost Blair they said, im sorry for your loss, but god needed a another angel and your child is the chosen 1. i didnt understand this at first and took some time, now it all makes sense. i hope u feel the love too. Arihanna is your angel just for you. minkymoo78 -
Tuesday, 29 Jul I hope the pain gets easier for you soon. I cannot imagine what you've been through. My thoughts are prayers are with you x beckybear -
Tuesday, 29 Jul I'm so sorry for all the things you will never get to do, but happy that you are cherishing her memory. She will always be with you, in your heart, and watching over you. lisamarie8503 -
Tuesday, 29 Jul God bless Arihanna's little soul. She is looking down on you right now! captshelley -
Tuesday, 29 Jul Arihanna has changed my life too...for the better. I appreciate my family and friends more and see things in such a different light now that I've heard your baby girl becoming an angel so soon. My heart still hurts over your postings from the first one to this one. I re-read and re-read them just to make sure I fully comprehend how precious life is. I forgive alittle faster and don't stay mad as long because you shared your daughters life with me. Happy 4 months in heaven sweet Arihanna.