19-6-2009 - 35 week appt

My mood while writing this blog: sad

This isn't a sad entry, but that is my mood right now. I am nervous and upset with my stupid body. Well My appointment wasn't so good. I had an appointment on Monday where my BP was high so they sent me for bloodwork and a 24 hr urine, and thoday's appt was a follow up, it don't go se well...my BP was still high (lower than Monday, but still not too good) my urine came back the more protein then my last 24 urine, so now I am being monitored closely, and have to pay attention to different warning signs like blurred vision and swelling of my face and stuff like that. I am being seen every week now. My doc pretty much said that if Baby Ty was bigger..or I was further along she would have induced to today...that makes me super nervous. I will go in next week to get checked out and if needed they will do a NTS, everything right now depends on my BP, if I have 1 more high BP, they will be inducing me....so I am praying that it is within the normal range at least for a couple more weeks. Baby Ty's heartrate was great at a 143!!! That's the good news, all I want is a healthy baby!!!! I was so hoping for a good visit today...grrr Well fingers crossed Baby Ty doesn't have to come too early and can just come when he's ready!!!!