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	Age: 28 Country: USA Province/region: North Carolina City: Fayetteville Partner: MY AMAZING HUSBAND Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 18 Jul ,2009 Occupation: MARINES WIFE!
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27-1-2009 - Soooo Moody lately!

My mood while writing this blog:
cranky!

Why why why am I so moody today! Actually its this week that has been driving me crazy! Im sorry that this has to be my first blog....but, I am genuinly upset! And at nothing in particular. My little sister has been driving me crazy because all she wants to do is argue, and my mom and step dad have been making me feel a little uncomfortable because they feel Im still at child at 28?!?! Seriously guys....Im a grown adult. Just because Im staying here for 3 months doesnt mean I want to be treated like Im 12? But they assure me that its my hormones and that they only do it because my 12 year old sister looks up to me! Well, if she looks up to me then why am I the one getting the heat?

Okay, enough of that negative energy! LoL I want to focus on something more positive....such as my loving and adoring fiance! He now only has 65 days to be away from me and Bock-Bock and I. I think that maybe the pressure of me not seeing him everyday is getting to me. I mean, before we had NEVER spend a day/night without eachother for like 5 years. That is a long time to be together and then one day BAM, he is gone for 3 months for training. But I know that he is going to make the finest soldier that the USA has to offer. He is intelligent *thank goodness cuz I doubt I could raise a genius by myself* and he is strong and not to mention really sexy! LoL Sorry girls, i had to do it. Sometimes the nights are really hard on me, not being able to touch my man! I see him in my dreams, and alot of times I still cant touch him or feel him in those, but...the times that I do, I wake up in such a great mood! Its as if he was really there holding my hand or touching my face!

Sorry ladies for making anyone depressed after reading my blog LoL I know our hormones become out of place after reading something like that or hearing something we dont want to. So i apologize for ruining anyones day~ Thanks for listening anyways and I hope everyone has a happy and healthy 9 months.

1 Comments on Soooo Moody lately!

Bethies2ndBaby - Tuesday, 27 Jan
Oh honey I understand. The feelings are crazy, aren't they? I lived with my parents when I was expecting my daughter 5 years ago and remember the crap that you are talking about. I think we will always be little girls in their eyes.

I can only imagine how it must be without your fiance. One thing that always helps me is imagining how things could be worse. For example, I think of my last pregnancy when I am feeling negative. Maybe this will help you a bit. I broke up with my husband, who was my boyfriend at the time when I was prego because I was so hormonal that I thought I didnt love him anymore. Then had this horrible feeling that I would never find anyone and I couldn't do anything about it because I was showing and I couldn't go out or anything. To top it all off, I lived with my parents and my sister was in high school and trying to wear my skinny clothes all of the time! Anyway, sorry for the babbling, just wanted to reassure you that most of us are feeling a little nutso these days- and the ones who aren't are just freaks of nature :-) Whoopie flippin' doo for them, right? LOL

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