30-4-2008 - My BFP!!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

1/17/08

I am married for 5 wonderful years and my husband and I have a handsome 3 year old son. We are so in love and would like to have another child! I had a m/c in July 2007, which was a very stressful time for me (school, internship, etc). However, I graduated last semester and things have been really calm. We have been trying since the m/c, but no luck yet. My AF started yesterday and I O between next Wednesday and Friday. So, once again we start trying. Wish us luck!!

1/21/08

Today I used the OPK and showed a faint line, which suggests no surge, however, I will take the advice and start to BD a few days earlier than ovulation (which should be on Friday the 25th). I love to BD with my DH! What fun! I hope this works out this month!

1/25/08

This morning I took a OPK and showed a more visible line, so I BD with my DH and layed on my back for about 20 minutes. I had to get up and get ready for work. Then I took a digital OPK this evening and it showed a smiley face which definitely detects a surge, so we BD again. This is so much fun!

1/26/08

I was cramping a little today. I figure it was because I was ovulating. I sometimes get worst cramps and I think it is because of the cyst that I have on my ovary; doc said i didn't have to worry about it because of the small size. I also have a fibroid in my uterus that he said I didn't have to worry about because it was very tiny and the location wouldn't interfere with conception. So, this month the pain isn't too bad.

1/27/08

Today I felt a little less cramping, however, my DH and I BD again. My BB are slightly sore, nothing to really complain or note about. I feel so good to be able to communicate this experience with other women in the same boat that I am in. We just have to believe that when the time is right God will bless us with our bundle of joy!

1/28/08

Yesterday I actually experienced the EWCM, which is a great thing, and once again my husband and I BD this morning. So I am oficially in the 2 ww. I am feeling better about the wait this time because I have this site to keep me occupied. I usually bombard my DH with all of my symptoms that I think I'm experiencing only to break his heart when AF shows up each time. This time I think I will keep all my symptoms to myself and you guys of course, until it's time to test. I think I will try to do several activities throughout the weeks to keep my mind somewhat off the wait (movies, stroll around the neighborhood, etc). Today I felt a different kind of cramp, so I'm taking it very easy. It's pretty hard to do that for a long time with a 3 year old son :) Keep you posted. God bless. Baby Dust to all TTC!!

1/31/08

One more week before testing! Phew! Glad I am half way there. Yesterday was a good day. I didn't feel much but some tingling, mild similar-like cramps on one side all day. Today it felt like more like a baseball or some kind of round thing tucked in on the same side (left side). I've been trying to relax with my feet up cause I don't really know what's happening. Absolutely no other kinds of symptoms. We will see next week. I'll keep on praying...

2/2/08

Wow time flies when you are having so much fun! Well, I was on a pregnancy calender website (don't remember which one) and it said by tomorrow I may start to feel morning sickness, I thought boy that's pretty early. Funny thing is this morning around 11am, I started to feel a little nauseas, of course not letting it get to my head (like I do every month). I came home, took a nap and when I woke up, I felt even more nauseas. I had to hurry and quickly get something to eat, now I am feeling much better. I also felt some cramping, so I was so sure it's AF (due Thursday, Feb 7th). I still think it may be AF on it's way. this time around I am preparing for AF, so when she shows up I'm mentally prepared. So I shall see. 5 more days of waiting...

2/3/08

Today is a not so good day :( I had no other symptoms but AF cramps all day, so I know she is on her way. Argggghh! Well, if she's coming I should start to spot soon. If she is coming, she better hurry and get here, so she can hurry and leave! I have other plans. My birthday is at the end of the month and I would like to be PG on my birthday! 4 more days...

2/4/08

More and more cramping today...when will this be over...3 more days!

2/5/08

Well today the cramping subsided a bit. Absolutely no spotting, which for me is pretty strange because I usually start spotting about 3 days before AF. And AF is due between Wednesday and Thursday. So I broke down and went completely against my plan and bought a HPT that test for up to 5 days sooner. I came home this afternoon and the first thing I did was the normal pee on my stick and waited.... GUESS WHAT!!!!! There is a double line! The line is kinda faint, but it's there, it's there!! Can you believe that! My DH doesn't even know yet. He's on his way home and I will show him the HPT. I can't believe it girls, I got my BFP!!!!! Yeah! Well on Thursday, if no AF, I will test again just to see if a darker line will appear, but until then I'm ecstatic. THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!

2/7/08

It's a definite! I got my darker double line today. I am delighted to once again see my BFP. Yesterday evening was some more cramping and today not so bad, just some hunger pangs. It's all good. Some time in the near future, I will go see my doc. Until then, good luck to all TTC! Talk soon.