10-10-2008 - preggo update 10/10

My mood while writing this blog: fat!

I've spent the day crying over the smallest silliest things and i'm struggling to do up the button on my jeans already! Im only 7 weeks!

All i can think about is booking the ultrasound, as its my first pregnancy im just really worried that something is wrong, i dont know if most people go through that,i'd love to know! Im usually such a positive person but i guess im scared!

I dont wanna tell anyone till we reach that 12 week mark, obviously the family know and they're super excited which is great.

I need to get insurance soon, im still kinda illegal cause my visa application is still being processed, so without a social security the insurance thing is proving difficult, it just upsets me even more because if i was back home in the UK the NHS would take care of me,its funny how i always took the free health care for granted,man i need it now!

So thats it for today, im going to work at the studio for a couple of hours now, hopefully im not sick or pass out in front of the model and photographer!!

xxx