18-4-2008 - worried

My mood while writing this blog: sleepy and a little stressed

I need to blog how I am feeling as I am not sure if i am over reacting due to my hormonal state.

My boyfriend was the one when i wasn't pregnant that really wanted to have his own child/baby.

Now i am pregnant and 7 weeks today at that. He is freaking out on telling his parents . He has asked me to do it but i don't feel it is my place. He also doesn't seem happy about the baby and doesn' offer up conversation on it.I have been moody since i found out i was pregnant and have been upset with him more than usual over certain things.He says he doesn't feel secure with me and him because of my moods. We did miscarry a baby in November at 7 weeks and i know he was devastated at that.

I beleive he should be happier and telling his parents shouldn't hold so much fear for him. He is not a teenager. I have told him not being my first i won't be able to hide it for long. He said jokingly i will hide you away for a while from my folks. This hurt. has anyone had anything similiar?

I don"t doubt he loves me , he adores my children and is amazing with them. Someone give me some insight because i am feeling sad and depressed due to this.