13-8-2008 - ~*~SOOO EMOTIONAL~*~

My mood while writing this blog: sad

well where do i start? well for one i've had a head ach since yesterday and i was up all night! i couldnt sleep for nothin. i know i got up like 50 times!!! well this morning was my sons first day back to school. so just when i feel asleep finally the alarm went off! of course tho right! so i get up eairly to make sure i have him all ready for the bus.

well soo tired this morning with a head ach from hell i pretend theres nothing wrong! so i get my son ready and then hubby gets up and sits out in the living room with us and then he starts saying how hard its gonna be this year cause hes in first grade now and how much more work hes gonna have... well i sad dont say stuff like that to him! you know i dont want to freak him out or get him scared on his first day of school. so now me and my hubby start to argue! what a morning so far.

last night i found out that the bus wont be here until 7:57 is the exact time i was told. so hubby leaves in a bad mood and im in a bad mood and im just already maxed out and ready for andrew to get to school so i walk in my kitchen and look threw the window and the bus is out there! okay at this time it was 7:40. so my fat ass is running and yelling at the bus to stop! so she didnt hear me so i come in and just break down! emotions are goin crazy for me! so i go tell my son that i was sorry that he missed his first day and he says i just wanted to see my friends mom! well i run back to my room and cry some more! okay i get up and im tired with a headach argue with hubby miss the bus and now on top of it all my son is mad at me! wow what a moring! then now im getting contractions!!! okay i just had 3 in a row! andrew comes in my room and says dont be sad mom its okay im not mad at you! well that made me feel a little better but now im still sitting here an emotionl wreck! i hope my day gets better.