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| 20-8-2008 - ***i wanna feel pretty again*** |
My mood while writing this blog: upset |
well i know that pregnancy is suppose to be a beatuiful thing but man i feel so ugly right now... it doesnt matter what i put on or how i do my make up i still feel like humpty dumpty! i know i wanned to have another baby but i want my body back. i love that fact that GOD has given me this wonderful gift but im ready to meet my little man! i noticed that my sex drive has gone up but hubbys has went way down! he doesnt ever want to have sex unless i practally beg for it! this is awful... i mean what should i do? i feel so terrible i just dont know how to deal with this feeling... im fat and i have pimples and i just feel like shit! i wish hubby would actually make me feel better! i know he'll just tell me what i want to hear tho... i want him to want me....
5 Comments on ***i wanna feel pretty again***CanadianNat -
Thursday, 21 Aug I think you look absolutely beautiful!!! You are for sure having one of those hormonal preggy moments I think..we all get them. But believe me..you are far from fat and ugly hun!!!
My bf and I go through the non sex stage..but I don't mind cuz I know he still thinks I'm beautiful and most of the time he is worried about hurting the baby when we are having sex cuz my stomach will get sore in some positions that we try so maybe that is why your hubby's sex drive went down too? It's not always what we think..just try asking him how he really feels about sex right now while your preggy..you may be surprised to hear that he is not just telling you what he thinks you want to hear but just how he truly feels.
Stop feeling so bad..pregnancy is beautiful and so are you...your all belly too so I don't know why you think you are fat. kymber -
Thursday, 21 Aug I know how you feel Kathy!
My boyfriend tells me how much he wants me, just until I get naked and then it seems like its a chore for him to stay aroused! It's HORRIBLE! When I ask him why he cant hold it, he just says he doesnt know and not to worry about it. He loves me... blah blah blah! It's because Im fat, ugly, and nothing he wants to see naked! I dont blame him, I disgust myself, but it's horrible to think you have to beg for sex and then in my case, he cant even finish! He always asks for oral.... its not like he wont do it for me, he will... but I guess the site of my huge naked body just revolts him! UGH! 27 days isnt soon enough!!!!! Just know you are not alone! babymomma67 -
Thursday, 21 Aug hey i am not even close to being as far along as you but i already know how it feels, i go to the pool with my girl friends and they are as tiny as i was before and now my ass is double in size and i got this belly that isnt big enough to like pregnant to people who dont know me so i just look chubby!!! but if it makes you feel better tons of guys have told me they think pregnant women are so beautiful and sexy...which kinda creeps me out but its also kinda nice to hear!!! and for me he still wants sex but its me that is having trouble getting past the fact that our baby is right there in my tummy and can hear us haha!!! so maybe thats how your guys feels...just talk to him calmly you know. you look great though!!!! dont feel down!!! MikeysGirls -
Thursday, 21 Aug LOL Girl do I EVER hear you!! Mikey SUCKS at that.. and yeah talk about our sex drives being on opposite ends.. or at least his may still be up just not enough for me ;) (SOB) It fu@@ing sucks.. I do feel very blessed too.. I mean for me this was an unexpected "surprise"... we by far weren't planning on it but at the same time it was like well, what if this chance never comes around for me again? So I went with it, and now I am feelin' hella resentful.. which makes me feel bad too, I am just PRAYING that a few months from now and everything with my bod' will be back to normal.. I go to Mike " I really miss our sexy days.." hint hint NOTHING, like why I evern bother to speak about it I don't know... then he has no clue why or how I feel, I HATE IT, and him for it.. GR. And seeing other girls and in their stupid small clothes or hardly any clothes that I could once 10 months ago get away with.. I could slit a wrist, lol, I really want things back, I feel like a very NOT so hot mama... Can moms be hot? Love. mrs mommy -
Thursday, 21 Aug I can't read your blog, but I think you are beautiful. You have long healthy shiny hair, perfect skin tone, and killer legs! Must just be the hormones talking.. Aren't they fun? Ugh I hate them. But you're almost done. And I garuntee, you'll have your pre baby bod back within a month! You look all baby, not fat or gross!