22-6-2009 - im back but not for long

My mood while writing this blog: doing ok i guess

well hey everyone i'm sorry if this blog go on and on so here it goes

on the 16Th of may my period was due but never showed up so i start get all happy think my 9 moths painful rd could be over the next day still no af well come Friday i tho stuff this i will do a test and to my shock it was faint pos and same sat and Sunday i was really happy cant believe it i was going to be a mummy again but on Monday i woke up went to loo and there was brown dry blood i just start crying and crying and when i wiped after going a wee there was dark red blood and im still bleeding has we speak no clots of nothing just blood like a light period i did a test to night and it still faint pos so i think that maybe bubba have join my 1st baby from 2003 up in heaven I'm so heat broken i would of tho that line would be super dark by now sorry to all who have left blog etc i will get around to read them soon love me