03-2-2010 - we found out one of ryan prob

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

some of you know ryan goes to assment nursey for 6 weeks to find what prob he may have well one of the report say that he has brain of 15 mth old when it come to food not sure what she meant by that and also he does have austism witch break my heart he has to go special school in sep and i have to w8 for the rest of the reports now

so here a poem i had found and add some of my own words to it

I would never deny ryan has autism;
he is so much more than a label.
He's a wonderful, sweet loving boy who gives us great happeniness.
Regardless of what people say he's just heaven's very special child.
Putting the pieces together one by one,
we could never say never to our precious little one.
Our lives have changed in many ways, and our love has deepened along our path.
Like a thief in the night, part of ryan was taken from our lives.
No more speaking you do, but I know you hear us calling you.
Look at me, sweetie my patience I offer, along with my hand.
What a mystery autism is to us. There is no map to follow or much history.
Like a puzzle we're putting the pieces together day by day.
Wondering if there's a cure or treatment. Each day I pray for one to happen.
Others look at you with different eyes, but only because they don't realize how special you and many like you are inside.
Only time will tell us how you'll grow.
We'll be here putting the pieces together one by one.
ryan you are our precious little angel from heaven