16-4-2008 - 16 weeks some odd days

My mood while writing this blog: hmmmm

so im sitting here on the couch with my son who will be two soon and im thinking about the future. i sometimes think what did i get myself into when i look at other moms who have two or more children and have a hard time. i think is this fair to my son. would he have wanted a sibling. me and my boyfriend both have siblings. he has 4 sisters and i have 2 brothers. so we wanted jordan to have siblings and we wanted our children to be close in age as we are close in age with our siblings. i guess what im most worried about is jordan feeling like hes not creme de la creme anymore. im worried that i wont be able to give him as much attention as he would want. i dont know, its a hard thing bringing in baby #2 i guess.. do all moms go through these feelings??