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01-2-2009 - End of Vacation

My mood while writing this blog: Depressed

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I've been off work all week and now it's Sunday night and I have to go back to work tomorrow. I'm so depressed. I don't really like my job. It's very corporate and stressful and I feel like I'm always having to put it ahead of the things that actually matter in life. I can't give it up though, because they happen to pay me very well and provide great benefits. So I just try to look at it is helping me to take better care of my family which is the most important thing in the end. On a happier note, I did accomplish exactly what I wanted on my week off. I took naps, did some reading, took the baby to visit family, shopped, and just relaxed in general. It was awesome. I took Buck to day care about half the time so I could rest, but also got to spend lots of quality time with him. I'm not sure I would be much happier if I were a stay-at-home mom. When I was with him all day alone I was so worn out from chasing him around, I was braindead. Maybe it was just because of the pregnancy, though! He's walking better every day now. It's amazing. He is such a crazy kid. Well as far as the pregnancy goes, I have been having a lot of heartburn and have had a couple of really nauseous days now. I have had a lot of nausea in the middle of the night. I'll wake up tossing and turning and think about running to the bathroom, but not wanting to throw up, so end up forcing myself to just go back to sleep. And yesterday was really bad--I felt sick all day. Right now Ron and I are kind of watching the Superbowl in the background although don't have too much interest in the teams so we're not too into it. I take a little evil comfort in the fact that mostly everyone at work should be hungover tomorrow from Superbowl parties so I shouldn't feel any worse than they do...haha! One weird thing...at the beginning of my first pregnancy I craved chicken and ate it all the time. This time I can't even think about chicken. The thought of it grosses me out so much. I guess it's true what they say about every pregnancy being completely different!

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1 Comments on End of Vacation


lynsey-3 - Monday, 2 Feb
i mp exactly wot u mean about every pregnancy being different. with my son who is now 6 i had a fab pregnancy, i didnt find out till i was 5and half months gone (long story), as i still had periods etc, but anyways with my daughter who is 2 i had it terrible, i had such bad morning sickness, but it was morning noon and night, i couldnt stomach the smell of food let alone eat it, but my evil ex used to come in and put the deep fat fryer on jus to make me sick and thought it was funny, but anyway, with htis 1 i have had bad morning sickness but not as bad as my daughter. so every pregnancy is completely different. xxx