17-2-2009 - WOW communication

My mood while writing this blog: alright I guess???

So this morning I was minding my own buisness and my phone rings.....and wouldn't you know it, my baby's father is calling. At first I was a little taken back to see his number for the simple fact of him not being around or talking to me. So for a minute I actually was not going to answer it. Well I did pick up and he was sorta weird at first, kinda like he didn't know what to expect and I could hear the nervousness in his voice. (I found humor in that,lol). Anyways we ended up having a good talk for once. He actually sounded a bit concerned about me and the baby, don't really know how I feel about that though.

All day I've been wondering why all of a sudden....no I didn't ask him while we were talking and I should have, I know that. Could it be because he realizes that my due date is getting closer and closer? Could it be because he feels like an idiot for everything he's done? Could it be because he remembered that "we are friends"? Could it be because he's having second thoughts....it's a little to late for that. Or could it be because the new girlfriend made him call me? And if that's the case he should have just not called. So many unanswered questions still.