18-3-2009 - My day from hell...will it ever get better????

My mood while writing this blog: just over everything in general

Hi ladies. I hope your day was alot better than mine. Mine sucked from morning till night, makes me not want to deal with anything or anyone tomorrow----to bad that's not going to happen. (This is going to be long so bear with me....I need to vent and get it off my shoulders).

Let's see where to start. I woke up this morning with my dad downstairs bitching and complaining about me....(he always talks to himself or the TV), but this morning it was about our eletric/gas bill they are combinded. Anyways as he's voicing his opinion loadly, I had to go downstairs and set him straight. First off he has this real bad habit of turning up the thermostat because he might get a chill. I couldn't tell you how many times I've gone and turned it down because he loves for it to be around 85 or 90 degree's........I wonder why the bill is outragous. I try to keep it set at 70. the other thing I had to remind him about is he leaves everything on 24/7, I go behind him and turn things off but then he turns everything on again. It's a total pain in my ass. Well what his problem was this morning, he finally saw the bill. Normally I get the bill and pay it, so he never really knows what it is. So once that was over and after he called me every name you can think of, he needed me to take him to his doctors appointment.....so I did, just because I needed him to leave. Well his appointment was at 12pm. I dropped him off and came back home----finally peice and quiet. Picked up a little,fed the dogs, watched some tv, loved being alone finally. So I hadn't heard from the doctors office so I left and went back to pick him up.....by the time I got back to his doctors it was 1:45pm. I walk into the office and guess who is still sitting there, yep my dad. He had been sitting the whole time and still didn't see his doctor after alomost 2 hours. Needless to say I wasn't happy. I spoke my mind a little loadly, yep I used the PREGO CARD. Isn't it funny how they took him right in after that. So he came out about 30 mins later and we left.

Next thing we go to eat, well while we were eating my phone rings, I don't answer it because I don't know the number....I just ignor it. Once we finish eating there where a few stores that we went too to pick up things and my phone is still ringing, I'm still ignoring it becuase I don't know the number. Well finally I answer it, just beacuse by this time it was driving my crazy. Boy was I surprised to find out who was on the other end. It was my "favorite person" (hope you hear the sarcasim). It was my baby's father's new girlfriend. Well I didn't have to ask her where she got my number becuase I already knew. Anyways, she was being very nice on the phone, she asked how I was doing, if everything has been going ok, she also wanted to know if I needed her to do anything for me. She was really just trying to make small talk before she got to the real reason why she was calling. She let me know that she had been thinking and thought she'd offer to take me to the hospital when I go in labor. Now this is where I have a problem, I have made it well known that I don't want her anywhere near the hospital whenever I do go in labor. I have told everyone who is going to be there for me, my family, the baby's dad----I've told him umteen times, his mom and my friends. I don't think I need her to be there, plus I don't think she has any reason to be there. Yes I understand that they are together. I get it, but DAMN, come on. How many times do they both have to throw it up in my face that they are together. Seriously why would any female want to be there when some other girl is having your boyfriends baby? We are not friend, never have been, I honestly don't have anything nice to say about her......so why would she want to be there? I can not wrap my mind around that at all. So after our lovely phone conversation, I called Steve (baby's dad) and asked him WTF????? Why did she fill the need to offer to take me? Does she not understand that she is not allowed. But then I thought about it, not only is it her wanting to be there it's him also. so while he was on the phone I asked him why he wants her there.....his response was, because me and Bev are together why wouldn't I want her there. I didn't need to hear anymore so I hung up. I don't need to get all upset over this right now. So I did what I needed to at that time. Apparently I'm just the person growing this baby, because I keep getting reminded that they are together. So I guess that would make me THEIR seragant, right? I mean considering they keep throwing their realationship up in my face, after the comment she made after my shower (Come look honey, come see what OUR baby got), now the offer to take me in when I go into labor. WOW!!!! I'm starting to see now where I stand with MY baby. I starting to see how freaking selfish people can be.....it's all about them.

So after all that I get a call from my mom. She is crying. She explains to me that she had her quarterly inspection at her apartment and she failed. She has one week to get her apartment completely cleaned from floor to ceiling. Let me explain, she lives at a Senior Apartment complex that is government housing. They have certain guidelines that have to be followed. Cleanliness is one of the main guidelines------belieive me my mom is not the clean queen, she is far from it. So now what I have to do is go over and clean her place from top to bottom......with being 8 months pregnant. Now keep in mind at all times...she will be sitting on her ass the whole time, she won't lift a finger. So I get to do everything just so she doesn't get kicked out. I have to do this because there is no othere place for her to go......NOBODY will take her in.

Like I said, my day from hell. I hope it gets better sometime.